I never wanted to be this way. (Sequel to LLW)

I met a girl who never looked so alone.

~Tonys POV~

I was glad Mike stopped Ashley and Oliver from having sex, I could never do it myself. My hands clenched into fist under the table, Chris was babbling on about his pregnant wife back home who I could careless about. It sounded harsh, but its not like I was lying. Ashley was running after Mike, who of course decided to hide behind Jaime and Gewel who were making burgers, and two vegetarian burger patties for me. I looked over at Ashley ever once in awhile, her hair seemed to burn red when she was mad. It was way cute. I really cared about her ya' know. I don't know if she felt the same way.

-----flashback-----

I walked inside of Gewel and Ashley's house, closing the door behind me. The lights in the living room and kitchen were off, I adjusted my basketball shorts walking down the hall. I opened Gewels room, she laid in bed, Vic next to her. Wrapped in each others arms sleeping. I walked towards Ashley's room, lightly knocking. I could her quiet sobs stop. "Come in" she said quietly, I turned the door knob slowly and walked in slightly waving.

"Hey." I said siting next to her, Ashley half smiled, obviously upset. She tried to hide it, but I could see past it.

"You okay?" I asked giving her a small hug. Ashley nodded wiping her eyes on her sleeve, mascara running down her face. She looked so.. lonely and depressed. I hugged her tighter thinking.

"What's up?" I asked, Ashley sighed and leaned on my shoulder.

"Oliver. He is being an asshole, starting arguments, and he's so far away. I miss having someone here. Someone in San Diego." Ashley said, I knew this feeling all too much. After Hayley life sucks, I nodded and ran a hand threw her long red hair. With a girl this cute, you'd think he would be here.

"We'll, he's an ass. Oliver's like Vic, when they drink you want to stay away. He's probably just drunk, it'll be fine. You'll see." I said, Ashley shook her head and buried her face into my chest.

"It's not, it's not okay." Ashley mumbled, I nodded a little thinking. This is how Hayley made me felt, she was cheating. I felt... Used? I'm a guy and I felt used. Ashley looked up at me, I broke my thoughts and looked at her. Those gorgeous green eyes.

"You're right. You deserve an actual relationship." I said. Which was true, not some bullshit lie. We all deserve someone to make us happy, right? Or so I thought.

"I just, I hate feeling so alone." Ashley half-smiled and looked up at me, slowly leaning in pressing her lips against mine roughly. I felt something deep inside me, wait. Was Ashley kissing me? I put my hand on her waist, kissing her back just as hard.

-----flash forward-----

Ashley flipped Mike off, then stomped back into her room slamming the door behind her. Mike was laughing his ass off leaning against the counter, next to Gewel.

"Okay! Who is hungry?" Gewel said with a smile, ignoring Mike, bringing the hamburgers to the table putting them down, Gewel went back to the stove cooking for a few seconds. Gewel brought mine back to me, already made on wheat buns with mustard. Exactly how I like it.

"You are awesome." I said with a grin, everyone scooted into the booth eating. Chris groaned loudly taking a bite of his burger. Enjoying his food, I guess.

"So good. Your cooking is good. I wish my wife knew how to cook simple burgers." He said laughing as he ate, Gewel smirked taking a little bite of her burger. A look of digust appeared on her face, she looked around thinking.

"Yeah, I'm just that lucky." Vic said hugging Gewel from the side. Gewel smiled kissing his cheek, Mike made gagging sounds from the opposite side of the table. I could practically feel Gewel get angry, as she put her burger down before she could take a bite of it. Jaime quickly noticed.

"Hey! You know. We should all probably get to bed soon. We should be to our destination around 1 then we gotta unload and set up." Jaime pointed out, I nodded in agreement. Chris did too. Gewel pushed her plate aside, barley even taking a bite of it. Mike was just eating away, Vic was done his eyes on Gewel.

"Yeah, I'm going to bed now. Too crowded." Gewel mumbled, climbing over Vic and she threw her food away going to the back room, closing the door behind her. I looked at Mike, he shrugged. Vic got up throwing away his plate, then went into the bathroom. I looked behind me, hearing mumbling the camera guys were behind us catching this on tape. I sighed, this was going to be a fun month on tour together.

"Dude, you need to leave Gewel alone. She probably hates your guts already." Jaime said before I could, Mike rolled his eyes, getting up and went to his bunk closing the curtain. Chris looked at us, confused. I looked at him and sighed shrugging.

"Mike likes Gewel doesnt he?" Chris whispered, I looked around to make sure Vic and Mike were neither in the room then nodded. Chris leaned back into the booth, finishing his hamburger taking a sip of his beer.