I never wanted to be this way. (Sequel to LLW)

This is the street youth rising up.

August 20th, Anaheim, California, Opening night.

-Gewels POV-

"I met a girl who never looked so alone, like sugar water in your mouth luke warm. She tied a cherry stem for me with her tongue, we fell in love and now we're both alone..." I sang to myself quietly, looking into the mirror putting on eyeliner over my white eyeshadow. I grabbed the red lipstick out my purse, applying it onto my lips, making sure the dip in my top lip was perfectly applied. I fixed my hair a little, restraightening the ends, I grabbed a black bow out of my bag clipping it into my hair. I grabbed my black skinny jeans with the ripped knees slipping them on, I grabbed my sleeve-less v-cut Bring Me The Horizon tank putting it on. I walked out the bathroom and threw my purse on my bunk. Ashley sat on her bed wearing a white see-through tank top, a black lacy bra, and black booty shorts with black TOMS. Her red long hair down and curled. I took a deep breath, my jeans barley fit anymore. I was only a day over nine weeks and had only gained eight pounds, its not alot but when you're 105 pounds, its noticable. I looked around and grabbed my black com-bat looking boots that had silver studds on the heal.

"Ready to go?" I asked, Ashley nodded putting lotion on her legs and got up, fortanutely we didn't have to do merch the opening night and the last night of tour. She nodded, I grabbed our backstage passes out my purse handing one to her, she wrapped it around her wrist. I put the lanyard around my neck, and we walked off the bus. Far off I could see Ronnie and Ryan were running inside, none of the other guys were in view. I looked at Ashley, then at the begining of the line.

"Hold on!" I said, I ran back inside the tour bus digging through one of my suitcases pulling out my camera, I put it around my neck along with the pass.

"What are you doing?" Ashley asked lifting an eyebrow, I laughed and grabbed her hand pulling her along.

"I'm going to take pictures of the crowd and venue." I said, Ashley laughed pulling me back, looking at me with a dead serious face.

"Thats not smart, I'm dating Oliver, you're dating Vic. Girls obsess over those two like crazy, remember us six months ago? We'd kill whoever they were dating if thats what it toke. Now remember, theres others like us." Ashley said with a smirk.

"And dont you dare say they wont know who we are, remember at Warped Vic brought you onstage and kissed you. In front of thousands on fan girls. I've posted enough statuses and tweets about me and Oliver for the world to know were dating." Ashley said, I rolled my eyes and let go of her hand walking towards he crowd.

"Fine! Ill go alone. Tell Vic i'll be there soon." I said, Ashley watched me walk off. I smirked at her sticking my tongue out and keep walking. I soon approached the front of the line, I turned the camera on and took a picture of the crowd. Several people making silly faces, a girl with long black hair held up a poster, it has an amazing drawing of the collide with the sky album art. I walked over to her with a smile, people starring at me.

"Hey! I'm Gewel, do you mind if I get a picture of you with the poster?" I asked, she shook her head and smiled holding the poster in front of her, I stepped back bringing the camera to my eye and snapped a picture.

"Thanks!" I said giving her a huge, she smiled.

"Are you their photographer?" She asked, I smiled and shook my head.

"No, uhm, I'm Vics girlfriend. I figured Id take a some pictures of the show and print them out for him, and make a scrapbook." I said, her eyes lite up.

"Oh my god! Didn't you sing backup for them at Warped also?" She asked, I nodded with a smile.

"If I give you something can you give it to them?" She asked, I nodded with a smile. She pulled out a piece of folded up paper from her pocket.