I never wanted to be this way. (Sequel to LLW)

Maybe if we never wakeup we can see the sky.

-Gewels POV-

-A week later-

I haven't left my house in a week, or seen anyone in a week. I'm a little over 14 weeks pregnant now. Honestly, I wanted to kill myself, but this baby inside of me is keeping me alive. I sat in my room, wearing sweats and a tank top. I looked around, my apartment was complete.ly messy. After Vic kissed me, I couldn't handle it. I felt like I was locked inside an asylum. There was banging at my front door, I walked downstairs rubbing my belly. I peeked out the peep hole, it was Alli. I ignored it and walked back upstairs, or more like waddled. I ignored my phone that was ringing like crazy, I sat back on my bed and decided to take a nap.

-later that night-

I stretched across my bed yawning, waking up the my phone ringing. I grabbed my phone looking at the screen, Vic's name and picture showed up. I quickly answered.

"Hello?" I said.

"Hey, it's Vic. Uh, can I take you out to dinner right now?" Vic asked, I looked at the phone again. Making sure it was actually Vic calling. I nodded.

"Uh yeah. That's fine. When?" I asked, I could hear shuffling in the back ground.

"Now, I'll be there in 5 minutes. " Vic said before hanging up. I felt my heartbeat quicken, I got up as fast as I could running around for clothes. I quickly pulled on a cute maternity low-cut blue dress that came to my knees, and a pulled over a black long sleeve button-up cardigan, I slipped on black TOMS. I combed my hair out, and put make-up on, I curled the ends of my hair grabbing my purse and carefully walked down the stairs. I shoved my white tank-top into my purse. The door bell rang, I quickly walked over, placing my purse over my stomach casually.

"Hi." I said as I walked out the door, locking it. Vic smiled and walked to the car opening my door, I got in keeping my purse over my stomach. Vic got in an started driving. Did he remember us? I hoped so.

"So, why did you ask me out tonight?" I asked, Vic looked at me, then back at the row.

"Well.. The guys have been kind of distant after everything. I just miss hanging out with friends. If we were at close as you say, I mean why not hang out. I mean, your gorgeous and I... Uh, Alli cheated on me." Vic finally said. I looked at him, a sorry look. Vic ignored it keeping his eyes on the road, his hands clenched around the steering wheel, his knuckles white. Vic pulled into a Olive Garden, I could smell the bread sticks from the car. Now that I think about it, it's been a few days since I've ate. Vic walked behind me, we got in the waitress smiled.

"Hi, just two of you?" She asked, Vic nodded. The waitress smiled grabbing two menus and took me and Vic to a table sitting us down. She handed us our menus, then left.

"Are you going to get the Parmesan chicken and a side of chicken nodded soup?" I asked looking over my menu, I could feel a pair of eyes on me. I looked up.

"What?" I asked.

"How did you know what I wanted?" He asked, oh right.

"Oh, sorry Vic. That's what you usually got every time we came here." I said biting my lip, Vic nodded. The waitress came back with a smile.

"Ready to order?" She asked, we nodded.

"I'll take the Parmesan Chicken, with a side of chicken middle soup, and a coke." Vic said, I hide a smirk looking over my menu.

"I'll have the Parmesan eggplant. No soup for me. Lemonade please." I said, she smiled taking out menus and walked off.

"So Gewel, tell me about us." Vic said, I bite my lip looking at him, I could feel my throat swell up.

"Well, we were crazy and in love. We never sleep away from each other, let alone be in diffrent rooms. I mean, honestly, you were the only thing keeping me alive. You came close to purposing, but I ran away for a few days because I thought you were cheating. We went through hell together on warped, Alli tried burning me alive, literally. I would help you do guess vocals in Hold on Till May, uh yeah." I said babbling away, Vic looked at me then pulled a black box opening it.

"I found this." He said, I took the ring, grabbing the piece of folded up paper reading it. I smiled to myself, a tear running down my cheek, I whipped it away thinking. I handed it back looking away. Avoiding crying in front of him, let alone in public.

"Look, I'm sorry I don't remember. Maybe I will eventually. I just, I need your support on this Gewel." Vic said, placing his hands over mine. I nodded.

"I love you. I'll wait." I said, Vic smiled and nodded.

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