shattered pieces of a Red emblem Engineer x Reader

never look back(sad ending)

There will be a happy ending!

Thanks to Frejamazing for the request to make multiple endings.

Dell: I'm so sorry darling.

(Y/n) : but why are you going to leave me?

Dell: I need to go. It's part of my contact. I have to stay in Redmond mann's service until it's all over. I have no choice unless I had a good reason, I can't leave the company. besides, I rather not want to leave. This, This job (y/n). its what I enjoy doing. its what I've been born for.

Medic even offered the idea, to take you with me so we can still be together. But-

He swallows.

Dell: I chose to leave you here.

tears started to build up in the corner of my eyes. I desperately try to fight them back.

(Y/n) : w-why?

Dell: It's not safe for you around there.

(Y/n) : but I can become a mercenary. Or help inside the base. i-i can make myself useful somehow.

Dell: it's not possible...

He lied. he isn't proud of it. but the least he wants, if for (y/n) to get hurt.

(Y/n) : JUST TELL ME YOU DON'T WANT TO TAKE ME WITH YOU. JUST TELL ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE!

I yelled as I couldn't prevent myself from crying any longer. bitter tears streaming down my cheeks.

Dell: t-that's not true at all! You have no idea how dangerous it could be!! what could happen. The blu's can kill you even if you stay in the base. Do you realize that?

Hell, I want to save you the misery war brings with it.

I don't want to see you get hurt.

I would kill myself if something happens to you.

darling, please .... I'm doing this for your own good.

He reaches out for me, ready to pull me in a hug. but i turned around and sprinted towards my room, locking the door as I did so. Dell followed me in a hurry. he even shouted something after me but ended up in front of the closed door. He slowly walks over to it. hearing me sob. He hesitates to knock. He doesn't want to leave without talking this over, but he has the feeling that it will be no use. he will only make it harder for both of them.

Instead, He wrote a letter and placed it inside an envelope. He lay the small envelope on the desk. Making his way to my bedroom door ones more, he lays his gloved hand onto the frame.

Dell : (Y/n) I- ...... I'm sorry. I love you.

He whispered as a tear slipped from his eye. and so he pulled away and left the house with his belongings.

When my parents finally got home, they heard me cry. but no matter what they said at the door, they could not convince me to open it. that evening when I did finally come out of my room, I saw the envelope on the desk. it had my name written onto it, and by the handwriting, I could tell it was from Dell. it was so tempting to let my anger control my actions, take the damn paper and rip it in half. but I knew that later on, I would regret it. so I tucked it into a drawer and forgot all about it for the upcoming days.

A few Days past. all I did was lock myself up and only come out when I had to get something. the pain still hadn't become better, instead, it only got worse. but I had to know what was in his letter. Maybe it held answers to the hundreds of questions I had racing through my mind.

So I opened it.

It read:

Dear (Y/n).

I am fully aware that this situation came upon us, way too sudden, but please know that I hardly had any time to think or act onto it as well. I understand if you are angry, I understand if you are sad. perhaps these words will never reach you if you may have burned this letter. but if it does do know that I don't expect you to understand why I didn't tell you about it sooner. but I do ask for your forgiveness.

You see, I never meant any harm, I only wanted the best for you. I never wanted to make you ponder or worry about the little time we had left together, and what this would mean for our relationship.

I wish it wasn't so troublesome to take you with me.

I'm honest when I say that I would spend the rest of my days with you if I only could. believe me, it was a hard decision to make. But I never want to see you get hurt.

I promise whenever I can, I will write, call, hell, even visit if you only allow me too. If you still want me, I promise that when the war between the companies is over and done with, I shall return to you.

Here are my phone number and address so you can call and write whenever you like.

I love you and you're always in my heart.

Your engineer forever

Dell.

I cried out as I pulled the letter close to my chest.

(Y/n): I didn't even look him in the eyes to say goodbye...

There will be a happy ending!