Momma Goose

Ok this is the first story I've ever posted so sorry for miss spelled words

Miks POV Ch. 1

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If you knew anything about me you would know that I try to be the person who is always happy to help or listen. The thing is I'm not happy, I can pretend all I want, even though I fool others I've never been able to lie to myself.

My family consists of me, most people call me Mik short for Mikayla, my little brother Jake, we are 10 years apart and I'm more his mother then his mother, our mom Dawn, she doesn't care about anyone but herself and her boy toy of the month, and her boyfriend Jerry, I'll tell you about him later.

I guess I should tell you that I've never been close to that bitch that I must called my mother. When I was about six years old she left my father, whom I must add I've always been close to, for a very good friend of his named Jerry and yes it's the same Jerry that she's with now. They've always had an on agin off agin relationship, when I said she has a new boy toy every month I exaggerated a little but it might as well be every month but it's pretty damn close. I've been to so many different men's houses that I barely knew their names.

Jerry was the first of her many boyfriends to rape and or beat me. The day my mom left my dad she decided it would be better if we moved to Minnesota with Jerry. He meet us at a hotel in Sioux Falls South Dakota and we all shared a hotel. That was the first night he raped me. He looked me in the eyes and said

"You know you've been naughty its all your fault your parents broke up!" With that he smacked me across the face then walked over to my mom who just stood there nodding and gave her a deep passionate kiss. Then gave her a look that all but screamed 'you know what to do! hurry up bitch' and she walked out the door.

When the door shut I opened my eyes, after the look he gave her I was scared. He then came back over to me and took off all my clothes and told me to lay down on the bed. He just stared at me until my mom knocked on the door, or he thought it was my mom. He walked over and opened the door and there was a boy, he was about 13 I still remember those beautiful deep green eyes, and before the boy could see me naked laying out for Jerry. "What the fuck do you want?" Jerry snarled at him. The lovely green eyed boy said, " wow sorry man I guess I got the wrong room" he turned to walk away then his eyes widened as he saw me laying there on the bed, luckily for him Jerry didn't notice.

After he saw me he shook his head and turned to continue walking away. My mom came back with a screw driver in her hand. Before he raped me with it he used a lighter to heat it up, that is why I now have a star shaped scar right above my belly button, when ever someone asks about it I say it's a birthmark. That night he made my mom put her hand over my mouth so no one could hear me scream. After he finished with me they had sex right on the same bed.

In school if we do anything with screw drivers I make someone else do it, which is why I don't take small engines or something like it, because now even 11 years later I HATE the site of screw drivers.

The summer I turned 10 we went back to the hotel, back to the same room, and it became a tradition for us. Only this time he didn't use the screw driver. I had already learned not to scream but my mom stayed anyway. I can honestly say I wish it wouldn't have happened like that. He sent my mom out to get a present for me from his car. About five minutes after she left he was in the bathroom and there was a knock on the door, I heard him say "Put a robe on and answer the door you useless little bitch." I could almost see his awful smile.

I quickly did as he said. When I opened the door I saw the same beautiful green eyes from four years before. His eyes widened and he said, " Um .... I work for the hotel and there was a noise complaint, is everything alright miss?" I put my best fake smile and said, " Why yes of course I cut my self shaving and started cursing up a storm then my mom and her boyfriend both yelled at me for using that kind of language, I do apologize for any trouble this has caused and can promise you it won't happen agin."

Still smiling but wanting to cry on the inside I finished in a rush. He didn't look convinced but nodded his head then turned to leave but just as he did this he turned around and asked, " Have you ever been here before?" The first thing that went through my mind was ' oh shit he remembers me from four years ago' but I just shook my head no. He nodded then walked away. I shut the door and went to sit on my bed telling myself not to cry.

A/N ok this next chapter is in Damien's POV

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