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Ch.15 Mik's and Damian's POV
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The only good part of him being there was his back was towards me so if they distracted him he wouldn't see me go back into my room if I played this right. I took out my phone and hoped Jerry's was on him and texted him * keep him distracted or else he's gonna see my bruises and he's my new teacher so you don't want that to happen* I looked through the patio door and saw him take out his phone, his face went from surprise to anger and I knew I would pay for that later but I saw him typing something a few seconds my phone vibrated in my pocket *ok lil bitch but you owe me for this one, be prepared to pay me back later on ;)* I didn't see how I owed him I was saving his ass, but I guess it's worth it to keep this dark secret.
I sighed with relief when I saw Jerry lead him pass the washer and up the stairs. I quickly went inside and into my room and threw on pair of pajama pants and a sweatshirt. After that I walked out of my room and saw that the three friends Mike, Noah, and Blake were sitting there watching tv. I ignored them and took the cloths out of the drier and put them on a little counter area we had by the stairs, then put the wet cloths from the washer into the drier and put the finale load, including all cloths worn today into the washer and started it.
I was bent over picking up a drier sheet when I felt someone smack my ass. I turned and I saw Blake smirking at me. "Not right now, Blake, I'm busy." I told him through gritted teeth, he just kept smirking and walked away. I sighed and headed up stairs to start the dishes.
"So, I'm told you're Mik's new teacher?" I heard Jerry ask him, I was still on the stairs. "How's she doing in class?" I rolled my eyes and kept on up the stairs, now he's trying to play the caring parent where was that act half an hour ago when he..... well yeah.
"Oh yeah she's great, I have her in three classes and she's one of the best students at the school." I heard Faust say. I was thankful that he didn't bring up the 'whore' incident.
I walked into the kitchen, they were standing by the fridge talking, and went to the sink to start dishes. "Hey, why'd you change your clothes agin?" Jerry asked me and as much as I would have liked to ignore him I had to answer. "I was cold in what I was wearing and these are my pajamas anyway." I told him without looking over at them. I felt a hand on my back and smelt alcohol on his breath as he leaned in and whispered, "I don't care how much you may like him but here's two facts to consider, one he's your teacher and you're only 17 there fore any relationship would be gross and illegal, and B you're mine and I will not have ANYONE take you from me!" The whole time his voice never got above a whisper and I could feel him getting turned on just by being close to me. So I nodded telling him I understand. He scratched my back roughly but thankfully Faust didn't see it. After a few more seconds of terroir he let go of me and walked down stairs.
"What was that about?" Faust asked from behind me.
"Just warning me not to try anything with you." Ok, it wasn't a lie but it wasn't the whole truth. He just stood there staring at me as I did the dishes, I figured hey why not get them done the night before and not have to worry about it.
"Um..... ok then, well I think we'll be heading out see you tomorrow in school." When he had started talking I had turned to face him and before I knew what he was doing he hugged me. Not a 'lets do it right here right now' hug but a 'I'm sorry bout leaving and hope to see you soon' hug. In other words a sweet hug.
I didn't say anything as he walked away. That's when I realized that I was falling for this man. But he would never want me once he knew the truth about me, he'd look at me and become sickened by everything that I could never change. And knowing this I thought about giving up, giving up on life and taking the easy way out. NO! I shouted in my head I will not give up, I can't give them that satisfaction. I will get through this! I promise myself and everyone else this, from this day forward I will be strong and I will get through this. I knew he would try to get what he, and every other straight guy, wants. I will stay strong.
I hold my head up high as the boys and Damian walk past. When they leave I go downstairs and face the music.
~~~~~~~~The next Morning~~~~~~~~~~
BEEEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEP
I awake with a grown and blindly feel for my alarm to shut it off. I'm lucky enough to have my own bathroom. It takes me a few minutes to get up because the pain radiating through out my body. When I pull the blanket off and sigh at the thin line of blood from the razor blade that I use to cut every night to make myself go numb. But I'm not one of those people who cut there wrists, that's way to obvious and the first place people check. No, I cut were people can't see, my upper thighs and hips a few times on my stomach.
I know what you're thinking 'she's so stupid blah blah blah etc.' but seriously try being in my shows for a day and tell me you don't need an outlet. After I'm up and moving the morning goes the same as yesterday.
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Damian's POV ( morning after)
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I woke up with a smile knowing I would see her today. I know what people would think if I tried sleeping with her, that I'd 'hit it and quit' but no I'm not that kind of guy. I honestly love this women and I don't think anything could stop that.
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A/N not very long but twice in one day :D
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Momma Goose
RomanceMik is just trying to get through life with an unloving home, at home she has to deal with her mom and Jerry, also the stress of being little Jakes main source of care and love, but when the 'boy' with the beautiful green eyes shows up agin her life...