I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 20

Kylie's POV:

I can't believe what I seen and heard.
I just what everything to go back
The same. Cameron was punching Noah so many times and Nash was trying to get him off and Maeve took my upstairs. "Kylie wait" cameron yelled but the doors closed . I ran
To my room and shut the door. I just layed in bed and cried all night.
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I woke up and it was 9:36 am "ugh" i get up and take a shower. I guess I fell asleep crying, my pillow was wet and my make up smudged.

I put on my blue whitewash boyfriend jeans and a white muscle tee, & a cardigan. I slipped on my white Adidas shoes with black stripes. I put my hair in a 2 side French braid. I checked the time to see its now 10:55

I left a note on the counter saying I'm going out, and if she needs anything she can text me.

I walked out the door, and headed to the lobby. I sat down for a little and drank some coffee that came with the refreshments in the lobby.

I got up and walked out the door, and
Took a deep breath. I just wanted to go back to NC, I just want to be with my mom and Nash.

"I miss my old life" I say to myself and I felt a pair of hands intertwine with mine

"I'm sorry you feel that way" cameron says and kisses my cheek

"Yeah. I'm sorry too" I say and we start to walk along the streets

"I wanted to come to the next available flight because my meeting was pushed back for another week, plus I really needed to see you"

I didn't even reply, I just wanted to be outside and live for once.

"I'm sorry about Noah. If you like him, I don't mind." He says and I stop walking

"Why does it even matter to you anyways?" I ask a little too harsh

"Because I freaking like you, okay!" He says and walks away

"Cameron wait" I yell and try to catch up to him

"All I want is for you to be happy. & if I can't do that then I don't want anything to do with you! I thought you liked me back, I thought you were the one. I broke up with my girlfriend, I fought my friendship for you, I planned a huge surprise to ask you out and you still don't take a hint. Kylie, just stop dragging me along. I-I'm so-sorry" he says with tears rolling down his face, he quickly walked away and disappeared into the crowd of people

I just started crying, and I couldn't stop. I went back to our hotel room and Maeve wasn't here. I ran into my room and locked the door and walked into the washroom

I quickly slipped off my clothes and into the shower and sat down and cried really loud with the shower going off hitting my back. About 30 minutes later I got up and washed my body and hair. I walked out and put on some Grey Roots sweat pants from Canada and a Black hoodie that says in the back 'Stressed, Depressed, Shawn Mendes obsessed' . Shawn gave it to me the day I went to his concert. Him and I used to be close friends, it was his limited edition merch. Only sold like 20, & he saved one just for me
I put my hair into a messy bun and a little bit of mascara and some concealer for my baggy eyes

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a gatorade, cherry flavour. I sat down and scrolled through Twitter and no one really tweeted anything. I tweeted some fans and went on Instagram. All my pictures were filled with hate. I saw one I was most mentioned in was Camerons pics. I went onto his profile and saw so many pics of us in a collage, Polaroids and more. I felt tear drops and someone knocked on the door. I dried my tears and opened it

"kylie" Cameron says and pulls me into a hug "I'm sorry cameron, I'm so sorry."

He started tearing up and i cried into his chest. "I'm sorry, you don't have a reason to be" he says and I bring him inside

"Can we stop with this arguing and fighting, going at each other" he asks and I nod "please" I say and he chuckles

"Let's watch a movie" I say and he lights up

We walked into my room because there was a huge TV, and I brought a few movies with me. We decided to watch 'The grinch who stole Christmas' because we're cool like that haha.

There was a part where the grinch went into his closet and was like

"What do i wear, hm, this, this, that's it,
I'm going naked" and cameron was laughing like a seal

"That's like you every morning" cameron says and I nudge his arm

"But I wouldn't mind if you did go naked" he says putting his arm around me and I laugh. "Chill Dallas" I say

"It's Mr Dallas to you, Hun" he whispers in my ear and I felt chills go down my back and goose bumps.
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I woke up to an empty bed. I checked the time and it was 5:00 pm. I got up and grabbed my phone and called room service. I swear cameron was here. Right before I ordered I heard cameron yell "Chinese or In and out"

I hung up the phone and opened my door

"Both!" I yell

"Well I bought both" he says and we run into the living room area and sat down and ate like crazy. "I am still hungry" cameron says rubbing his tummy. He ate a burger and fries, and
Noodles. "You can have someone my Cali roll" I say and he takes the whole thing. The whole day we just sat there, talked about life, made jokes, and shared some personal things. & it was the best time.
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I'm glad they made up! Tomorrows digi 😻 lets see what happens!