I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 29

Camerons POV:

I hung up and threw my phone.
I took at least 6 pills and a minute later everything went blurry. All I remember was everything turned black.
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Am I dead yet? "Hello?" I asked myself and nothing. "HELLO?" I yelled one more time.

"He should be in recovery mode. We'll take more tests on his blood, and if any damage in the liver, brain."

"Alright doctor, should we do an x Ray"

"No"

What the hell. Why can't I open my eyes. Who's there?!

I'll just rest I guess.
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It feels like hours. All I hear is people coming in and out of the room I guess. I'm in a coma, at least that's what I heard. I miss Kylie so much, my family, Nash, Chris.. God, why'd I take those pills, over a girl, I'm so stupid. But wait, it's not just her, the hate, always being pressured, my cousins passing.
It's just hard to keep up, Kylie actually made me feel loved, she put the light at the end of the tunnel. I love her.
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Kylie's POV:

"Nash I messed up!" I yelled as we waiting in a hallway filled with chairs.
"It's going to be okay, Camerons going to be okay.. I hope" he says praying
"But what if he isn't ?" I ask, Nash looked at me in the eyes. His eyes were bloodshot, puffy eyes, cheeks. Weak, tired, broken, just like me. He stands up and walks away. "Sierra Dallas?" The doctor asks

"Oh no, I'm not his sister. She should be he-"

"Oh my god Kylie." Sierra says hugging me

"You made it"

"Of course. My brother could be dying. Is he alright?" She asks and we look towards the doctor

"Sierra, I'm sorry, but Cameron is in a coma. We flushed out his body, and it's clean. There seems to be damage to the liver. He took pain killers, & it weaken his body. All I'm saying is we're praying for him to wake up, and we can get more tests done. We can't promise when he will wake up, or what will happen. Thank you"

"When can we see him" Sierra asks

"I can get you in tomorrow. It's midnight, I think he needs some rest, were not sure what type of coma he is in. It may be possible for him to hear"

"Thank you" she says and I hug her.

"What happen?" Nash comes over

"He- he's in a coma" I blur

"Let's go home" Nash says

"Home? With out Cam.. I can't. It's not the same , who knows what will happen. I just want to see him before we leave. I don't wanna leave. Stay with me Nash"

"No, I think Nash is right. You need rest girl, Cameron will be fine, family, friends and fans will pray for him." Sierra says

I nodded and right before we went into the elevator. "Hey, I need to use he washroom" I say and walk over back and see a room. "Who's room is this?" I ask the nurse

"Mr Dallas. No visitors allowed right now" she says and I nod

As she walked away I open the door and snuck in. It was dark but I pulled a chair near his bed.

"Hi Cameron" I whisper and already crying now. I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers.

"I miss you so much. I'm so sorry"

I layed my head on his chest and squeezed his hand. Hoping he'll do the same, but no answer.

"It's me Kylie. The doctor said it might be possible for you to hear me. You're in the hospital, in a coma. God, I wish I was and you weren't. My heart dropped when you called me and said you wanted to over dose. I lost myself, I lost everything, the worse thing was I was about to lose you. I cried, broke down. You know when you promised to never hurt me, you never really did. I just did it to myself. I control how I feel and take things, I do. I love you. When I said it, I meant it. When I was loving you, I loved me. But like I said. I can never love someone as much as I do love you. Things were all good yesterday, then the devil took your breath away, now we're left here in the pain, with your body next to mine, as our heart beats as one, we're afire love. All I'm trying to say is, I don't know what I'm going to do with out you. I have to go, it's like 12:30 am, and I'm not allowed to be here. Okay Cameron Dallas. I love you"

I stood up and kissed his cheek. I didn't let go yet, I just stood there holding his hand admiring him in the dark. I squeezed a bit tighter and I felt him squeeze tight and that's when I hugged him. "I love you soooo much Cameron. I love you" I say again and he stops squeezing and I let go. I left the room and quickly went down stairs

"Took you long enough, let's go" Sierra says and we drive to our house in LA.
I went straight to Camerons room. I took a shower because I felt disgusted with myself. I put on a Cameron Dallas hoodie, the old one from old Magcon and a pair of Camerons basketball shorts. I grabbed my headphones and prayed . I put in my headphone and listened to "Afire love, by Ed sheeran"

"Goodnight Cameron" I whisper and fall asleep
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Sorry this is so boring. Just a filler chapter haha