I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 56

Camerons POV:

I can't let Kylie think I'm cheating on her. I went to Kylie's room and opened the door.

She looked at me with her bloodshot eyes and wet pillow. Gosh, I made her like this.

"Listen Kylie, I never che-" I try to explain but she cut me off

"I don't wanna hear it Cameron. There's pics of you guys together at the drug mart on Twitter. You two buying pregnancy tests, not just for me I'm
Sure." She says

"No, you're wrong. I bumped into her. I wanted to avoid her. But she asked why I was buying tests so I asked the same. & she told me she was ra-"

"Look if you're going to put out some bullshit story out here, I'm done. Please get out of my room and never talk to me Cameron. You're not worthy of my time"

"Kylie you don't mean that. I mean she was raped. I'm just trying to help her. But since you don't believe me, and there's no trust here. Fuck this so called trusting relationship you call 'love' " I say opening the door

"WAIT" she yells and I turn with a questioning look

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" she says running to me wrapping her arms

"Look, I think we should take a break" I ask and suddenly I knew she was hurting to the point I killed her insides

"If that's .. If that's what you want" she says taking a breath trying to hold back the tears

I tried to pull her in for a kiss but she swerved . She turned her face and I missed.

"I love you" I whisper trying to hold back my tears and she didn't say it back. I closed her room door and I heard her say "I love you too" and I couldn't stop crying from there. I went to my room changed and washed my face. I called Rachel making sure she knows I'm coming over. & I get into my car, maybe this isn't my place to help Rachel. What ever, I already got into this mess, why leave now.
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I pulled up into Rachel's drive way and parked my car. I knocked on her door and I heard screaming

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME, I DONT WANNA SLEEP WITH YOU" I think that was Rachel yelling

My heart started racing, it got quiet and then I heard a thump and I quickly opened the door because it was unlocked

I saw Rachel on the floor with blood coming from her forehead and lip. The guy who I'm guessing is the boyfriend had a hammer in his hand with no pants.

"STEP AWAY FROM HER RIGHT NOW, OR YOU'll END UP LIKE HER BUT WORSE "

"Aw man. Pretty boy to the rescue" he says and my hearted just kept beating even more

I took out my phone and dialled 911, I quickly put my phone on the ground and panicked

"RACHEL" I yell and he looks at her and I take the hammer from his hand and sac him in the balls with my fist and push him to the ground

I pick up the phone and tell them the address and what happen to Rachel and they said they'll be there quick.

I punched the guy a few times and then ran to the kitchen and grabbed a cloth and wet it . I ran to Rachel trying to calmly clean the blood and she wasn't awake so it was hard for me, and her. The paramedics walked in and they took her from me, and the police took the guy to where ever. and I was left alone in an empty house. I couldn't stop crying. I hope she's okay, she was bleeding pretty bad and if only I got here on time this would've never happened. Or if I was just listening through the door I could've just opened it and stop them from arguing. It's all my fault. I was supposed to be the hero.

"Would you like some company" Kylie says walking through the doors

I stand up and try to wipe my tears and she pulls me into one of the most comforting hugs.

"You tried Cameron. & you did something about it. I'm proud of you. Don't put yourself down because of this. She will be okay and you will be better. We can go to the hospital if you want"

"Kylie .. She could be .. Be dead"

"Don't say that Cameron" Kylie says putting her hand on my cheek, with her thumb rubbing against my face

Kylie grabbed my face and pulled it down to hers gently.

"I love you, and what ever happens we're going through this together Cameron." And she kisses me

"I love you too. Thank you" I say with a bit of relief and hug Kylie.

"Let's go back home and get you cleaned up and you can be the first to visit Rachel. I'll try to get ahold of her parents. . ... Cameron .. You know everything will be okay right." She says re assuring me

"Mhm, alright babe. I'll meet you back at the house. & please don't put this on social media or anything" I say and she slightly smiles w a nod and leaves the house

I walked around her house and saw a picture frame on the ground . I turned it around to see the picture and I was in shock. A picture of me and Rachel.. It was one of our first dates we've ever been on. What did I do to ruin her . She was in love with me, I was in love with her too. "I'm so sorry Rachel" is say covering my mouth. I took the picture out of the Frame and looked at the back of the pic. There was a little message.

"My first and last love. Our love was like a book.. But the problem was there was missing papers that were ripped out of our book. We never lasted. I loved him, but I still love him. Always will, never stopped. And he will never see this, but I will. & I will remember he once loved me like he loved 'her' .."

Damn. I put the picture back and ran out the house making sure I locked it. I found the keys in the kitchen. I drove off and I don't know what's going to happen. But I just need a break from everything that's all I know.
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I met Nash yesterday!! 💙