I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 5

Cameron's POV:

I liked to Kylie saying I broke up with Rachel, I really regret it, I should've never lied but feeling the hate and anger from Kylie tears me apart, it sucks like I really like her and I just met her. I kept apologizing and said some cheesy things that made her forgive me, but I gotta gain her trust back. But I need to break up with Rachel.

"Your lips are so addicting" I whisper in her ear then look at her eyes

She bites her lips and turns bright red, jheeze she's beautiful. "The taste?" She whispered

I placed my lips on her slowly then a little rough, I pulled away a few centimetres "everything"

I passionately cupped her face and our lips moved in sync. I could feel myself smile in the kisses, she was smiling a bit too. We heard a knock on the door, we didn't wanna answer we just kept kissing. Someone knocked again and Kylie opened it and Nash was really mad. I think he found out we were making out for like 30 minutes. Kylie ran after him so I just sat there patiently waiting. She came back with tears and we cuddled in bed.

"Babe, don't worry too much. He's probably going through something and doesn't wanna hurt you" I whispered and she kissed me cheek
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*matts party*

Once we arrived to the party it smelled like alcohol and weed, I wrapped my arm around Kylie's waist just so she knows that I am not leaving her side.

Once we got inside Matt ran up to me and we did our usual bro hug. "Woah, you never said you're bringing a sexy lady" Matt says biting his lips and Kylie looked really annoyed

"dude back off" I said but he was to drunk to understand

"What's your number" he asked and Kylie walked away and I ran after her.
"What're you doing?" I asked
"Calm down, I'm just taking a drink" she says stubborn, she going to need a bit more to loosen up.

I saw Nash in the living room with a girl on his lap. He was drunk, and his eyes were red from crying?

I turned back and Kylie was dancing with Matthew.

I grabbed her hand dragged her to the living room. "What do you want" she says yelling at me

"I don't want you around him" I say and she lets go and walks back into the kitchen and I see Rachel walking up to me.

"Here's a drink, you look like you need a few sips" she says and I drink it

"What's wrong?" She asks

I took a few more sips and sat down with her outside on the grass.

"I don't know anymore" I said taking a sip, the beer was kinda strong.

"Cameron I love you. Ever since you met Kylie at the airport things are different. & it hasn't even been 3 days.
Like it was 2 days ago. She says about to cry.

"I wish I could say the same" I said hoping she didn't hear.

"Yeah.. Everyone says that" she says with a tear rolling down .

"I'm sorry" I whisper and she gets up and walks back into the house

I really just wanna be with Kylie. But I've been with Rachel for the longest time. Rachel was a drug I was addicted too. I would find myself running back to her. Maybe I'll just stay with Rachel. I can't let some random girl get into my life and change everything. I haven't even broke up with Rachel, maybe I should talk to her now. They do say when you're drunk the truth comes out.

I don't think I'm drunk yet.
But I don't care.

"Rachel!" I yelled seeing her walk up the stairs . I followed her up and she walked into an empty room.

"Hey, hey don't cry" I say and she pulls me and cries in my chest.

"I'm sorry babe. I love you so much, and I want you to know I don't wanna end things. I don't know why things have been weird, maybe it's because I hate the fact that I'm loosing my bestfriend Nash. It's a long story but still. We've been together for a long time and I can't let go of you that easily. I wanna be there for you" I said calmly

"Cameron, today I went over to your place and me and Nash made out" she says crying into her hands and I hug her

I have so many mixed emotions about it but I guess we're both at fault

"I made out with Kylie" I whispered and she looked up at me

"We both have bad habits"

"Habits are meant to be broken" I say and kiss her, slowly, then roughly. The taste of her lips. "God damn" I whispered and continued kissing until someone storms in making out really hard I couldn't really tell until I saw it was Matthew and Kylie. "Let's go" Rachel says running out the room I pushed Matthew off of her and punches him so hard he fell to the ground with a bloody nose

"Fuck you" Kylie says in such anger

"We're going home!" I yelled and she ran to Matthew helping him up

"You're drunk. Please Kylie, let's go home. I don't wanna see you get hurt"

"Just leave" she says and I left. I can't do anything, but I know Nash will

I ran downstairs and No sign of Nash I went out in the back of the house and he was lying down watching the stars with himself

I lay down next to him, he was drunk

"Dude" he says

"I'm sorry" I sAy and he sits up, and so
Do I

"Bro" we say in sync and smile

"I kissed Rachel, I was jealous you had Kylie. Okay I like her, I really do." Nash says and I hug him

"Yeah, I know" I say and he showed no emotion but guilt.

"STOP!" we heard coming from the window upstairs, it sounded like Kylie and me & Nash bolted to the bedroom and Matt was trying to have sex with her but she tried to get out of it Nash punched Matthew an pushed him down to the floor while I helped Kylie get up
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