I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 43

Sammy's POV:

I sat back down on the couch and thought about everything. I guess nothing will ever be the same. I started texting my close friends Nate, Kenny, Chris, Emily. None of them knew what to do. I took a nap and texted Nash for some advice but he never replied, but he read it. Maybe I'll go to Kylie's place and say sorry, I should buy flowers and chocolate or something, or pizza. Girls like food ? Why am I talking to myself.
Maybe I'll take a flight home tomorrow, Nebraska won't feel like the same. I booked an early flight for 5 am and started packing.
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Kylie's POV:

I woke up tired as hell. "Good morning" Nash says walking into my room. "It's 5am " I groan

"Come on sleep head. We have a flight soon!"

"Yeah yeah, 5 more minutes okay" I beg

"Nope" he says and flops on top of me

"Get off" I yell and Cameron walks in

"What're you guys doing"

"Nothing" I say getting up shoving Nash off me

"Yeah, right." He says closing the door

I looked at Nash for a good ten seconds and we had that awkward stare. "Imma go get changed" I say stretching

"Yeah, ill check what I have to pack left" Nash says leaving the room. I flop back onto my bed checking my phone. Ugh, I checked Twitter and I gained a lot of followers, and so much support.

I tweeted "good morning babes. I'm finally going to be able to go home and rest up with family and friends. Thank you all again, love you. 💞💞"

Once I posted the tweet I decided to scroll through Camerons tweets.

Tweet: I'll never be good enough ..

Tweet: I should end things, I mean we.

Tweet: guys don't worry, I love Kylie.

Tweet; what do I mean?

Tweet: this is a waste of time. What am I fighting for?
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I took a deep breath and let a tear roll down my cheek. "Well fuck me too" I cough and pick out an outfit.

As I finished changing into white skinny jeans and a black tanktop and a flannel. I slipped on my black and white converse and put my hair in a bun. I took my stuff downstairs and Cameron sitting on the couch starring at me, I just wanna be with him, but he's making this difficult for me.

"Ready" Nash says with his hands on my waste.

"Sure" not breaking contact with cam

"Bye Cameron" Nash yells and we head out to the car

"That was awkward"

"How" I asked putting my stuff in the back

"Kylie, can I talk to you" Cameron interrupts standing at the door.

I look at Nash and he nods yes for permission. "Five minutes" he says getting into the drivers seat. I walked inside the house and Cameron quickly pulls me into a tight hug. "I know sorry won't cut, but I need you" he says crying into tears. I honestly just don't feel anything, this trip was just a wake up call for bullshit. Cameron pulled away and looked me in the eyes noticing something was wrong.

I heard the car honk and was ready to go but Cameron stopped me.

"I love you" he whispers

I just stood there, I don't know what to do, I can't say it back, it won't spill.

"Kylie?" He says breaking his voice and i run to the car. "What happen?"

"Nothing, can we just go to the airport"
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At the airport
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We checked in and I took a seat next to Nash on the flight. It was 3 seats so there was an extra seat. I closed my eyes and right before I fell asleep i heard a familiar voice.

"Hey man, you're flying to North Carolina?"

"Uh yeah, born and raised" Nash scuffs

I look up to see Sammy siting next to me and speaking to Nash. I made sure they couldn't see I was awake and fell right asleep.
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"Kylie wake up" Nash says shaking my arm with my head on Sammy.

"Oh sorry" I say and Sammy smiles

"We landed, let's go" Nash says and I nod
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Sammy; "There's a bunch of fans"

Nash; i don't want Kylie going out there

Kylie: how'd they know we were coming

Nash: no clue

I grabbed Nashs hand and we went out through a secret door in the back where celebs leave the airport. I saw someone familiar and it was Skylynn and Nashs mom Elizabeth. I ran right up to them and embraced them with my hug.

Elizabeth: oh sweetie, we missed you so much Hun

Skylynn: I missed you Ky

I smiled so wide and got into the car, and forgot that Sammy wasn't coming with us so I got out of the car and asked to talk to him quickly while he was waiting for his uber.

"Sammy, can we talk"

"Before you start Kylie, I am so--"

"Don't say it" I say pulling him into a hug and it just felt so comfortable, the right thing to do. Ya feel?

"I love you Sammy, it wasn't your actions. I'm sorry too"

"You have nothing to be sorry about, I love you to Kyles " he says putting his arm around my shoulder

Nash approached us and smiled
"Sammy, you should crash at my place till you leave, it'll be nice"

"Yeah, you should!" I say and he nods and we pull each other into a group hug

"Come on guys" Elizabeth says and we squeeze into the BMW .
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Sammys POV:

I'm so relieved that she isn't mad anymore, or what ever. We got into the car and started playing loud music and just seeing Kylie smile made me so happy. God she's so beautiful, I can't believe I messed up this friendship. "You okay?" She asks and I smile even wider

"I'm just thankful" I say and kiss her forehead, she throws her arm around my waist and lays her head on my chest and I don't know how long it's been since I felt this way..
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SORRY GUYS, it's been a while. But I'll try to update more and everything.💗