I'm a mess -Cameron Dallas

Chapter 40

Nashs POV;

Sammy was alert the whole time, in the hospital so we were allowed to see him, and so we did. He explained what happen while still drunk and everyone got really mad and started yelling so we got kicked out of his room and are now not speaking to each other. I just wanna make sure Kylie is okay. It's like Matt all over again. I don't get why Cameron isn't here. So I decided to call him away from everybody

RING RING RING **

"Hello?" Cameron says

"Why aren't you in the hospital"

"Kylie is a slut man"

"Dude what the fuck she's not a slut and she's your girlfriend, she was forced to drink and almost got ra-"

"No Nash, she is. She tried sleeping with Sammy and I almost beat Sammy to death. Just stay out of it" he cut me off and hung up the phone an the line went dead

"Man" I say pulling my fingers through my hair. I let out a few tears and called her parents and explained that she almost got, man I don't wanna say it, raped. They can't make it tomorrow, so I said I'll bring her home as soon as she's allowed to leave the hospital.

I went back and sat with everyone and it was all chill now. "I did that to Kylie" Matt whispers to himself trying to hold his tears

"Hey hey buddy , it's okay. You were under the influence I know you didn't mean too"

"But I always do this to girls"

"What?"

"I always sleep with them then break your hearts, like what I did to.." He trails off looking at Maeve , she was sleeping on Hayes, like good ol' times.

"You'll work things out, everyday is a better person" I say and he hugs me
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When they see Kylie
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"I want answers" Kylie yells and I took a deep breath

"Last night, you kinda drank a bit too much. Sammy made you drink a bit more. He started kissing you and took you upstairs. Though you were crying hoping for help. Everytime you screamed he hit you... " I say and stop because it hurt so much to even hear myself say it

"He tried to have a sexual intercourse but Cameron walked in and brutally beat up Sammy as you ran to the washroom... Cameron left right after" Maeve finishes and everyone's in tears even Kylie
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Kylie's POV:

Are they serious, this can't be..

"Everyone get out" I say covering my face in shame

"Kylie" Nash says softly

"No, get out, I don't wanna see anyone."

As soon as I heard the door close I cried in so much pain, emotionally, mentally and physically. "Fuck man" I say to myself.

The nurse ran in and he tried to calm me down.

"We have support groups, we want you-"

"I don't need a fucking support group, I wanna go home"

"Okay. Lemme talk to your doctor and see what I can do"
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I woke up from my nap and my doctor walked in.

"Kylie, feeling any better" she asked

"I'm fine. Been better. So is there any way I can leave this place"

"I don't know if we can discharge you right away. Maybe if we give it a couple days--"

"DAYS?" I yell in question

"Yes, things like this isn't easy. I myself, I got raped at a young age. I hated myself, I hated everyone. I was in shame and disgusted. They wouldn't let me leave the hospital either, I didn't blame them. I needed time to myself alone. But all that passed and I realized I can't let something define me. So many people make mistakes and they some how take out forgiveness for granted. But you have a change of heart. You're a good person, just keep fighting. Now I can give you max 2 days here. So by the end of tomorrow I'll discharge you.. But I want you to meet with your doctor in your hometown or where ever you plan to be, about this. You're a strong girl missy, remember this okay. Past doesn't define me, nor my future, but it defines how I take things and leave things"
She says with the biggest smile and her face and I kept repeating the last part in my head

"Thank you, that really made me feel a lot better. & wow, you're brave"

"So are you, I'm going to bring in your dinner, would you guest in here. There's a few people waiting outside"

"If a guy named Nash is there, can you send him in.. Only" I ask

"Of course sweet heart. I'll be right back" she says out the door

I had nothing to do, no phone, TV, nor family. That's all I want right now. Hopefully no one knows about this on social media, fuck. Does my parents know, they probably hate me--

I lost my train of thoughts with Nash coming in with food in his hand. "Hey" he says handing me my tray and I start eating in hunger.

Once I finished I cleaned up and turned to him and he had the most amazing smile. "Gosh I love you so much, thank you for always being by my side Nash. It means a lot to me" I say and he kisses my cheek

"I'm just so happy to see you alive and breathing, god I'm so thankful you're okay"

"Can you do me a favour" I ask

"Anything!"

"Can you tell Cameron to come over. Does he hate me? Did Sammy really rape me?"

"Kylie.. " he pauses "look, Sammy was about to put it in you, but then Cameron came in and beat him almost to death.. He thought you meant to do it, because you both were drunk. It could been anything. He just needs time to himself, & I think you too. Especially from Sam"

"Thank you. But I don't care. I need to see Cameron"

"Okay. I'll call him and see what I can do"
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Everyone left and I fell asleep. Hopefully I see Cameron tomorrow. I miss him so much.
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