misery business :: cth

six,,

monday

a s h e l y

it's been two days since i've seen or even talked the boys and i kind of feel like it's my fault. at school calum ignores me and luke literally walks in the complete opposite direction as soon as he sees me coming. during lunch i sat at the table by the vending machines alone because i currently have no friends... well i guess i never did, there's not that many black people at this god forsaken school and i haven't really got to know anyone but they guys. my day kind of went on like that the entire day, but i was home finally still alone but i was home and it's better than nothing i guess. i faltered my way upstairs to my room stripping myself of my jeans flopping on to the bed.

ashton 🏄🏽: hey ashley

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): hey?

ashton 🏄🏽: are you still coming to calum's house today?

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): no sorry...

ashton 🏄🏽: why not?!?!? i need someone to talk to rather than these ugly idiots!!

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): because you're the only one that actually wants me there!

ashton 🏄🏽: that's not true!

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): have you talked to your friends lately because the past three days isn't showing it.

ashton 🏄🏽: well screw them, it can be team ash always. (see what I did there you're ashley i'm ashton... team ash)

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): yes ash i see what you did but i'd rather just not go. sorry ash

a smile crept onto my face as i tossed my phone to the bed as i got up to put on my oversized shirt.

ashton 🏄🏽: open your front door!!?

luke/calum's girl (not really sure anymore): why?¿?!!

ashton 🏄🏽: just do it woman and hurry up it's hot as fuck out here

i sigh making my way down the stairs as i hear banging on the door. "ashton what the hell are you doing here?" i asked dumbfounded as i swung open my door finding the brown curly haired boy in my doorway. "you needed a friend so here i am and i mean the band doesn't need their drummer all the time, i don't think they do at least..." he giggled lighting up the room.

"ashton i'm pretty sure they do and if they say they don't they're lying." i smiled stepping to the side to let him out or the burning hot australian heat. showing him up to my room. "so any plans for today or do you just want to relax around the house all day," he smiled. "kind of just wanna watch movies all day and eat pizza. that was my initial plan if that's alright with you?"

"sounds like a plan baby girl," he smiled flopping down onto my bed pulling his phone out of his back pocket quickly typing the number to the pizzeria. "you seriously know the number to the pizza place by heart." i laugh. "of course how do you think me and my brother and sister survive when my moms gone, my mom and the pizzeria are the only two numbers i know by heart," he giggled.

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c a l u m

"where the hell is ashton?" i yell slightly agitated and yet slightly worried about him, ashton is never later for practice and he's never missed a day of practice. i mean seriously his mom made him babysit his brother harry while she took his sister to the doctors and he decided to bring harry with him to practice.

"oh yeah! i forgot to tell you he's not going to be here today he came for a bit but he said something about having to go and take care of one of his mates or something like that." michael spilled nonchalantly as he continued tuning his guitar. "well i guess we'll have to start without him." i mumble.

sorry i haven't updated i've just been really sad a lot and haven't been able to do much and that a really pathetic excuse i'm sorry. i don't really know why i'm saying sorry no one reads this. but still if there is sorry.