misery business :: cth

epilogue

i always thought love was never a good thing, just a stupid and painful distraction from reality. but maybe that's what you need sometimes a distraction from all the bad in life someone to show you that the world still has some good in it. pain is in inevitable because your emotions are always involved but physical pain should never be. i was with the wrong person because i just wanted... i just needed to be loved by someone, anyone. but i was looking for love and safety in all the wrong places. but i finally found what i needed, what i was looking for.