Torture (Austin Mahone Love story)

Chapter 19 (I'll miss you..)

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Today is the day when I'm gonna try to move on and stop crying, yes it still hurts that my baby is gone but I need to try to be strong. Alex has been devastated cause he was happy that I was pregnant. My girls have been helping me get through this and It makes me do damn happy.

"i got you frozen yogurt" Alex said coming in my room. Ever since that day happened me and Alex has been spending time together. I just haven't talk to Austin..

"Thank you" I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"you know i was excited to be a dad" Alex said half chuckling

"I first thought it was a mistake, but I wanted to keep him/her" I said

"I'm sorry.." Alex said

"For what?" I laughed

"Making you go through this I know you love Austin but he's dangerous" Alex said

"And so are you, Alex your in that gang with him" I said looking up at him.

"but I wanna be the one protecting you" Alex said looking down.

"Austin said he will protect me.." I said wrapping myself in a blanket

"After for what he did?? He killed our child lena" Alex said raising his voice

"I know that! But he didn't mean it Alex." I said

"Idc!" Alex yelled

"It's my decision! Your not my husband or boyfriend! You were just my baby's father" I said coldly.

"get hurt from Austin I won't give a fck" Alex said waking out. I rolled my eyes

"I'll miss you" I said looking up.

what Alex told me about Austin kept running through my head, but it scares my knowing he killed people.. well he killed my baby but that was accident. I need to know more.

I fell asleep to sound of the rain.

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~ morning ~

I woke up and it was morning. Wow I slept way too long. My phone started ringing and I picked it up without knowing who's that

"Hello?" I said

"So i heard your baby died cause of austin" someone said

"Who's this? How do you know?" I said scared

"Don't act like you don't know me sweetie" the person said. This voice is so familiar

"I don't." I said

"Guess baby" he said laughing

"...Cameron.." I said

"BINGO!" He said

"w-what do you want?" I asked stuttering

"You. I need a favor" he said

"No, I'm not gonna do anything for you!" I yelled

"Fine let's see who dies next" he said chuckling

"no please.." I said shaky

"Leave Austin and make him feel miserable and no one dies" he said

I hung up really quick. I can't deal with this. If only I never met him and got to not know about this shit!

"Calm down lena, you need to rest just a bit" I said and laid down. After I knocked out

I hear noises moving, I opened my eyes and shot up all I saw standing at the end of my bed was Austin

"oh my fucken god you scared the living hell out of me!" I screamed and threw a pillow at him.

"Sorry, didn't mean too" he said

"it's fine" I said laying back down

"Look I'm sorry for all this I really am I can't explain in how bad I'm sorry" he said sitting beside me

"just please don't talk about it, Alex is really pissed at you" I said looking at him

"I know I'm so stupid" he said tugging his hair

"Please stop that.." I said touching his leg that was near me

He sighed and laid next to me.

"you know it's mostly my fault." I said

"no it's not" he said

"I was the one who had sex with your best friend" I whispered so I don't tear

He stayed silent for a while. "Could we not talk about it" he said looking away

"Oh.. I'm sorry" I said

"It's fine, let's just talk about other things" he said

"Cameron called me earlier.." I said lowly

"What?? What did he say??" He asked sitting up.

"told me to leave you alone or someone dies" I said

"Im gonna kill him before he does that to anyone else" he said pissed

I got scared and moved back a bit. The thought of him killing Cameron scared me as hell. Like I thought they didn't even know each other but I find out they do cause they're in gangs.

Wow, what a normal life.

"please don't be scared of me.." He said

"i wasn't..until now.." I said looking down. That was a lie I was scared of him from the beginning.

"Look please, I know I made dozens of mistakes but I don't want you to be scared of me.." He said looking at me

"I thought you were just a normal boy, but I find out your abusive, and that your in a gang.." I said

"This is your fault. you hear me, your the one that made me fucken love you and it drives me crazy. You got yourself in my mess" he said as his eyes darken.

"you should of never came up to me then, how is it my fault!" I yelled

"coming here is your fault!" He yelled back

"Fuck you! fine I'll leave if that makes you damn happy!" I said going to my closet grabbing a suit case.

"what are you doing?" He said

"I'm doing what you want me to do Austin, leaving" I said throwing clothes in.

"Stop, I didn't mean it" he said taking the clothes back out. But I kept throwing it in.

"Stop" he said grabbing my hands. I tried moving away to continue.

"I SAID STOP!"he yelled so damn loud I froze and closed my eye I thought he was gonna hit me.

"please..Stop.." He said lowly pulling me to his chest. I cried softly

"why does this happen" I said crying hugging him

"we need to trust each other, please we need to stop fighting" he said grabbing my face in his hands.

I nodded and he gently pecked my lips. I half smiled.

"I'll protect you baby" he said kissing my forehead.

"Promise.." I said looking up

"I promise." He said

He hugged me tighter and we stayed like that for a while. He got popcorn and went to on my Netflix. I sat on the bed and looked at him.

This is so wrong, but feels so right. He does horrible things but I wanna know his whole story, his background before I judge. I've known him for 3 months. But not that much. I'll dig down deeper, I trust him because I love him.

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A/N:

Chapter 19 😌✌️

It'll be hard to update cause I'll be heading back to school next week. But I'll squeeze time. 😁😁
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