Torn (Book 2)

1. Louis

Chapter 1. Louis

I love Liam.. I love Liam.. I love Liam James Tomlinson. His name brought a smile to my face. How he has my last name is just.. Everything I wanted. I know how I felt when I asked him to marry me. I didn't know what he was gonna say. I don't know what he was gonna do. I thought he was gonna walk away.....

"Liam.. I love you" I smiled at Liam as we laid under the stars. "I know" Liam laughed and entwined our fingers. "Liam.. if you know how much I love you then listen.." I sighed and thought about what I might say. "Liam, I love you. Everything about you. The way you flip your hair, the way you style your hair, your eyes and how they sparkle, how when you cry you look so small and look like your gonna break. I love how your clothes fit your body. I love your smiled and even your little birthmark! You been through so much, me being your teacher, Zayn and things. But I still loved you through everything. I will always love you. Even if you do yell at me, even if you hate me, even if you die! I will always love you and I promise I will always love you, no one else! Just me and you. It was hard for you having me as your teacher but if I wasn't we would uh never met.. Then I don't know where I would be today. Maybe with Andy or being a lonely loner! But I know your my one and only. Your my everything. As crazy as it seems I just want you to myself.. No one else can love you. I know.. I'm selfish. But I want to show you how much I love you! How much you mean to me! I wanna show you that i'll go through anything for us to be together! Who cares about the stares! Who cares about the hate! Who cares what other people think. I just know that we're happy! Well I believe your happy.. I hope your happy.. But besides that. Your like my hero, my batman! I wanna do everything with you. Have your first 3 some with you, get drunk with you, go anywhere with you. But I know I can't cause of our age difference. But that's what keeps us having going, our differences and that's why we still have many things to learn about each other. But really what i'm trying to say is.. Liam James Payne.. Will you marry me" I finally stopped trailing on and on and asked him. "Are you serious" Liam looked at me. I pulled the ring out my pocket and nodded. "Louis.. I.. Yes" Liam smiled and looked like he was gonna cry. I kissed him. I was gonna marry the love of my life...!

I heard crying from the other room. I quietly made sure Liam was still asleep and walked into the other room. "Shh.. It's alright Micheal" I picked him up and sat in the small rocking chair. Liam and I decided to put Micheal up for adoption. I mean he did. But I made sure he wasn't doing this for me. Well it was a boy so Liam was totally excited but sad that he wasn't gonna keep him... Micheal started to fall back asleep. Me and Liam had to watch Micheal until the people who wanted him came to London. They will be here when Liam starts college, which is a week. Me and Liam are gonna wait to get child I believe. I put Micheal back on the bed and headed out the door. "Night Mikey" I smiled and walked out. Liam was standing at the frame of our room. "You wanna keep him don't you' Liam winked. "No.. Not at all" I sighed and walked back into the room. "Babe.. I have college" Liam pouted. "I know Li" I smiled and poked Liam's nose. "Get to bed. You have work tomorrow" Liam smiled and climbed back in bed after giving me a kiss. "Night Li Li" I laughed and fell asleep.

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I walked into the small kindergarten room. Little kids were all sitting at small tables. "Morning children" I smiled and sat down my coffee. "Morning" all the kids said together. "I'm Mr Tomlinson" I smiled and wrote my name on the board. "So how about we write name tags and put them at your table, yeah?" Everyone nodded. I think there's about 15 kids in here. There was this one kid who stuck out to me. There was a little boy with blond hair, almost like Justin Bieber and he was all alone. His clothes were wet cause it was raining and his shirt was all worn out and his pants had wholes. I walked over to him first with a pen and the a little piece of paper. "Hey" I smiled at the lad. "Hi" he mumbled. I noticed he was drumming on the table almost like Josh. "Do you want to sit with anyone?" "No thanks" he mumbled once more and stopped drumming on the table. "Alright, what's your name" I patted his back. "Ashton" he coughed out. I wrote his name on the paper and simply put it at his seat. "You can draw on it or anything" I smiled and started to do the rest of the class. I don't know why but I kept looking at Ashton. He was all lonely, just him.. Soon it was lunch time. I walked all the kids to lunch but Ashton was still in the class room. I was gonna meet Liam for lunch but maybe i'll stay with Ashton. "Hey Ash, why arn't you at lunch?" "I don't want to go." "Do you have lunch?" He nodded. Then I noticed he had a small sandwich with a juice box. I opened the lunch box that Liam packed me and sat next to Ashton. I sat out the carrots Liam packed and apple peels. I still don't know why Liam cuts my apple but I think it's funny. "You want a carrot" I smiled at Ashton. Ashton simply took one and smirked at me. "So tell me about yourself" I laughed and put my feet on a chair. "I rather not.." "Alright! Wanna play a game on my phone or something" I suggested. I mean if this kid doesn't have any friends why don't I be his friend? He seems like a nice kid. Ashton nodded. I handed him my phone and he looked at my lock screen. "Who's that?" "Oh that's my husband, Liam, and our child Micheal" I smiled. "He's so small" Ashton laughed and smiled. "Yeah, but he won't be ours for long" I sighed. "Smile Mr Tomlinson! Don't be sad" Ashton pouted. "I'm not sad. Just confused" I laughed and poked Ashton's nose like I do to Liam. Ashton just played on my phone till the kids came back..

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Class was about to end and I just had them talking or drawing. I was sitting by Aston as he explained his drawing. "That's you. The guy.. Uh Liam was his name?" "Yep" I laughed. "So that's me, you and Liam" Ashton smiled. "Where's your parents?" "I don't know.. I life in a adoption center" Ashton sighed and shoved his picture in bag. I looked at the clock. "Alright kids! It's time for you to head on the buses!" The kids packed up and lined up at the door. "Are you coming Ash" I smiled at Ashton. "I get picked up" he said in like a whisper. "Stay here then" I sighed and walked the kids to the buses. To hear Ashton doesn't have a family is sad. He's such a nice kid and very smart. I walked back in the classroom. Ashton was sitting still at his table. But then I noticed Liam and Micheal standing by my desk. "Hey Li Li" I smiled and pecked Liam's lips. "Hey" Liam blushed and rocked Micheal back and forth. "Ash, when will your par- someone be here?" Ashton pointed at the door and a lady was standing there. Ashton got up and ran to me. "You'll be here tomorrow right?" "Of course" I smiled and Ashton ran away with the lady. "Let's go" Liam laughed and put his arm around me. Ashton is a nice kid... Maybe if I talk Liam into adopting him.. I doubt it.