Torn (Book 2)

7. Louis

Chapter 7. Louis

I sat on the couch with my tea. I promised Liam I would drive him to college today so I have to wake early. Liam is very excited about college and I don't seem to know why. I mean it's like school all over again! I honestly thought it sucked.. But I wouldn't be anywhere without going to college so there's one thing good about it. But it get hard and just grr. Liam said he loves the college he's going to cause his dad went there. Liam said he isn't going to the army thought which I think is smart.. I would die if Liam died.. I would fall in a deep depression and just be a loner. Never leave my flat and die of starving or crying. I'll cry myself to sleep if he's not there next to me. Knowing Liam he's gonna be a great fireman though. I don't think he has to go to college for it but it's better if he goes. I won't be home anyways. I don't understand why Liam's college starts on a Thursday if he gets the weekend off. It should start on a Monday but at least I got my Liam longer. Liam met my parents last weekend and it was fun. We went to a water park and Liam was screaming as we rode down a water slide together. My mum thought he was a little girl.. My mum was mad at me for not telling her I got married.. Mostly cause it was a guy and he's 18.. I was gonna have my parents come over for Liam's birthday but they were busy.. Anyways... Liam's school should start September 1st.. Not September 10th. It's quiet odd.. I think schools are odd.. I started to go back to work on September 2nd but that to set up my class room during summer.. Liam helped me so it was pretty fun. I'm gonna miss Liam when he's gone for college. But the good thing is Liam's college ends when my job ends so I can pick him up. So I get to see his lovely face early. Liam got a new haircut this summer though.. It's in a quiff cause he shaved it and now he's Mr Quiffy. He's still hot.. I can ramble on and on about Mr Quiffy but the point is he's hot.. That's quiet odd to think though. I mean it's just.. I feel like a teenage girl or something. If I see a teenage girl staring at my man.. I will go crazy.. Like Harry when I gave him a banana.. It was a quiet funny but yet weird time. He ate it like a monkey too.. There's something wrong with that kid. I smiled as I took a sip of my tea. Tea is good.. I'm known for making tea.. Andy says I make the best tea.. That's before he left to NYC.. I still don't know why he went there.. Hmm.. Whatever.. Maybe I should call him..

I looked at Liam as he walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around him. "Should I wear this top," Liam showed me white tee with a white sweatshirt over it "Or This?" Liam also showed me a plain blue top. "The plain blue one" I smiled. Liam nodded and went back in the bathroom to get dressed I guess. "Want some tea before you go?" "Sure" Liam yelled back. I walked over to the hot water and poured some in a cup. It was Liam's favorite cup.. It was a buzz from Toy Story cup. It's pretty cool. "Want anything to eat?" "No" Liam smiled as he walked up behind me and hugged me. "Well hello to you to" I laughed and turned around to have Liam still pressed against me. Liam pecked my lips and took his tea from behind me. "So you still excited" I sat at the table as Liam sat on the couch. "Yeah I guess.." "You guess?! You were so freaking excited!" "Well now i'm tired" Liam yawned. I laughed and rolled my eyes. I looked at the clock and it was 7:30am. "We should get going" I winked at Liam. He nodded as he put his tea down. He ran over to the shoes and put on black ones. I was wearing my awesome outfit, red pants, white and blue striped top and white Loafers. I'm never gonna change mother fuckers! I didn't feel like doing my hair this morning so I just kept it down. "Are you really gonna wear that" Liam laughed. I nodded and grabbed my keys. "Problem" I smiled at Liam. "Not at all Mr Tomlinson" Liam smiled. Cheeky boy.. "Good Mr Tomlinson" I laughed as I kissed his cheek before we walked down the steps. Liam ran to the car. I was surprised he didn't fall down the steps. I unlocked the car and Liam jumped in after he put his bag in the back. I got in the car and turned it on. "Now I don't want to go to college" Liam sighed. "Why?" "Cause i'm tired.. And want to sleep!" "At least you don't have to have a dorm" I smiled as we pulled out of the apartment complex. "Yeah.. I choose not to though" Liam sighed once again. "STOP YOUR SIGHING BEFORE I MAKE YOU WALK MR" I yelled. "Okay" Liam laughed and smiled at me. "Good.. Cause if you keep being a freaking coconut i'm gonna smack you" I laughed. "I'm not a coconut.. If anything i'm a mango!" "Sure you are Mr Mango" I laughed. "Then what are you?" "I'm a pineapple. I can hurt people and i'm sweet.. Like myself" I smiled. "Your so full of yourself" Liam laughed. I laughed. I love Liam so much.. I don't know why I ever didn't..

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It's a 3 day weekend.. So these kids don't have school on Friday.. Aka Tomorrow.. And only 1 more minute till they go on their buses.. I just wanna see Liam! Then the belle went off and all the kids left but Ashton. Ashton's sitter is always late in the evening but early in the morning. Well I don't know if she's his sitter or something.. I don't wanna ask. Ashton was cleaning his table. I walked over to him and handed him a wipe. "Thanks" he smiled and cleaned his table. He's still quiet.. I don't know if I  can change him.. I want to help but I don't know like anything about him. The only thing I ever get out of him is No, Thanks, or Yes.. It gets quiet annoying. His 'sitter' walked in and smiled at him. He ran over to her and asked, "Are they coming?" "No.. I'm sorry" the girl sighed. Ashton simply nodded and got his bag. He looked so sad.. Even though I don't know who they are I think it's his parents.. I saw him whisper something in her ear as he looked at me. "That's up to him" she smiled. "Mr Tomlinson" Ashton looked at me. "Yes Ashton?" "Do you think I can have a sleep over at your house this weekend" Ashton's face lite up. What would Liam say..?.. Oh god.. He looks so happy. "If it's okay with her" I smiled. He looked at her and nodded. "Can I trust you Mr Tomlisnon" she looked at me. "I only live with my husband, it will be fine" I smiled. She nodded and told Ashton something. He just nodded. I noticed he couldn't stop smiling. It was so cute. She left and Ashton smiled at me. "Do you need a car seat?" He shook his head. "Good" I laughed and grabbed his bag. I don't think Liam will be that mad.. "Do I get to meet Liam" Ashton smiled. "Of course! He's gonna love you" I smiled at Ashton and ruffled his hair.. If only that would be true..

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Liam was carrying Ashton as we walked up the steps. I can see Ashton was happy but Liam wasn't.. He looked pretty pissed. "It's only for one night" I whispered to Liam. He just walked right passed me. "Ashton why don't you go play in my room.. I have a bunch of action figures" I smiled at Ashton and pointed towards my room. He nodded and walked into the room. "You weren't gonna ask me first?!" "I didn't think I had to" I sighed. "I live here to Lou!" "It's just one night Li! Please don't do this.." "I have a lot of homework.. I can't have a little kid in here too babe..!" "He's not that loud Li!" "He's a freaking kid!" "So?!" "Whatever" Liam sighed and grabbed his bag. "Liam don't." "Why Louis? I can't trust you to go to work and come back yourself... Now you think you can bring some kid home? Not cool.." "I thought you would be fine with this Liam!" "Well i'm not! Okay?! I wanted to talk to you! Just you! Not to you and some kid!" "He's not some kid.." "I don't care!" "Liam what's really wrong.." "Nothing.. I'm just gonna crash at Harry's for the weekend" Liam sighed. "Liam don't go! Please.. Just meet him!" "I don't want to! He's just gonna be your new project Lou! You always find the most saddest kids ever and just you try to fix them! I'm not helping you this time!" "So your saying I just picked you cause you were sad? Cause I wanted to fix you?" "I wasn't sad like this kid! Just! Whatever!" "Liam your nothing like this kid.. Your Liam." "Louis don't start.. It's not gonna work.. Just tell me when he leaves!" "LIAM WHAT'S WRONG!" "ZAYN'S IN REHAB AND I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT IT BUT NOW YOU BRING THIS KID HOME AND NOW I CAN'T! I JUST WANTED YOU HOME! I JUST NEEDED YOU!" Liam stormed out of the flat. I saw Ashton standing at the door of my room. "Where's Liam?" "He went to get ice cream" I lied and tried to fight the tears. "Don't cry Mr Tomlinson" Ashton looked up at me. "I won't Ash.. It's fine.." Liam needed me and I wasn't there for him.. He needed someone and he wanted me.. I let him down.. I'm horrible at love.. I'm horrible at everything.. He just needed some help and I couldn't help.. I want to help him but I brought Ashton home without asking him.. I should of asked him.. I'm so stupid!!