Torn (Book 2)

17. Harry

Chapter 18. Harry

            "Harry" I heard Zayn hum in my ear. "Mhmm" I mumbled into my pillow. "Someone is here to see you" Zayn said. "Justin Bieber?" "No silly" I heard Ed laugh. I then jumped out of bed and fell on the floor. I quickly grabbed a pillow and covered my balls. "Why are you here" I growled at Ed. "Babe, Ed just wants to talk" Zayn looked at me. I nodded and sat up with the pillow still on my lap. "I will be out in the kitchen. Yell if you need anything" Zayn said and started to walk out of the room.

                            "ZAYN" I yelled. Zayn turned around and looked at me. "Come here for a sec" I sighed. Zayn walked towards me and bent down to see my eyes. "Yes?" I pecked his lips. "You never gave me my good morning kiss" I pouted. Zayn laughed and pecked my lips like I did to his. "Thank you. Now shoo" I laughed. Zayn then went away.

                     Which left Ed and I. Ed was sitting up in my bed looking down at me. "You wanna come sit up here before I start?" "Fine" I sighed. My bum was starting to hurt because of where I fell. It's not that I want to be by Ed it's just that my bum hurts. "Harry I know what I did was wrong. I know it was wrong. It felt wrong to you and it felt wrong to me. I don't know why I kissed you.. I just did. I don't know if I like guys or girls anymore. I just wanted to see if it felt different kissing a guy then a guy. But I didn't really feel anything because you flinched away. I didn't mean to hurt you Haz.. I'm so sorry" Ed sighed. Now I understand.. I did the same damn thing to Liam. He was so pissed because he was dating someone.. But he got over it.

                       "Then now, tell me if you feel anything" I said as I leaned into Ed. He just sat there staring at me as I leaned in. I kissed him. He didn't do anything at first because he didn't know what to do. He then started to kiss back. He then just flinched back when I licked his bottom lip for an entrance. "So did you feel anything" I asked. "N-No" I could see Ed was still confused. Like he wasn't quiet sure. I then thought of a different idea. I dragged my hand up Ed's leg to his dick. "Turned on at all" I asked as I looked down at his dick that was still the same.. When I did this to Zayn he turned so hard that it seemed like it wasn't possible. "No.. Just a little weirded out" Ed shrugged. "Then your not gay" I laughed.

                         "Well i'm still not really sure. It might just be because it's odd having one of your best mates touching you near the balls" Ed laughed. "Well, when you find out tell me" I smiled and hugged Ed. "I'm so sorry.." Ed whispered in my ear. "It's fine" I smiled and whispered back. "SO WE ALL GOOD IN HERE" Zayn came running in the room. "You were listening weren't you?" "Not at all" Zayn blushed. I threw a pillow at him, not that one that was covering my balls, a different one. Ed and I just started to laugh.

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                    I parked my car in my mum's drive way. Liam said he was here because he had no where else to go. I ran up to the door and pulled open the door. It was snowing very hard and the wind kept blowing. As soon as I walked into the door Liam hugged me. His arms wrapped around my waist. Liam finally let go and I slipped off my jacket and scarf Zayn made me wear. I took off my boots and put them by the welcome mat. 

                "Why arn't you with Louis?" "He kicked me out.. Again" Liam said quietly.. "Why?!" "Kevin took Ashton and Louis thinks I did something to Ashton." "How do you know it's Kevin?" "There was a note on the new dog I got Ashton" Liam sighed. "Show me it" I growled. Liam started to look through his pocket and as soon as he found it my mum walked into the living room.

                     "Harry!" My mum rushed over to me and hugged me. "How have you been" my mum smiled. "Fine. Zayn's back" I smiled. "That's nice. Can I get you anything" my mum cooed. "No, i'm good. Thanks mum" I smiled. "Alright. I'll be in the kitchen if you need me" she smiled at me once more and walked away. "She did the same thing to me. As soon as I walked through the door she hugged me. It was like she was waiting at the door for me." Liam laughed. I laughed and shrugged. "She's just a lovely person!" "Of course" Liam nodded and got the note back out. He handed it to me.