Broken Wings ➳Gally{2}

Not alone

Don't kill me, it's short x

Galileo

"Blake! Blake I can hear you! Just hold on! Hold on baby I'm coming!"

Fucking god damn radio!
It's not working!
Nothings working!

"Bird! Bird just h-hold on."

"Galileo, I can hear the birds."

No. No not now. I'm not losing her, I will never lose her.
Not like this!

No matter how much my one last lung wants to give in I'm getting to her. Nothing will hurt as long as she's breathing.

"Blake!"
My voice echoes so loud through the empty corridor.
I know she can hear me. She can fight, she'll always fight.

Fucking stupid god damn lung holding me back as I try push through the pain.

My feet go quicker than my body does as I push every ounce of energy left within me, my heart hammering against my ribs.

And then my gaze caught her down the long clear corridor, her.
All I saw was her.
And my world stopped spinning.

Her body slumped with a pool of blood surrounding her her head leaned against the clear glass window.

And Ava's right by her side completely collapsed.
Both pools of their blood mixed with one another.
The world falls silent.

And the feeling, the devastating feeling that nothing is right until she makes a sound. It feels like I'm being gutted alive.

The pain caused the most rotten sound to leave my throat as I almost trip over my own feet as the horrific silence settles around me.

The burning sensation in my last lung was apparent, but I couldn't feel it. All I felt was her, she's all that existed.

My knees drop in front of her still body as the light from the chaotic lit fires is focused on her.
All the fire is always focussed on her.

"Blake."
Wasting no time to grab ahold of her my hands shaking more than my body, but she's falls so lifeless into my hands.
My eyes fall to the knife lodged into her stomach the wet blood stained all over her shirt and spilled now on my hands.

"Hey! Hey no!"

No no no no!

"Baby! Baby look at me!"
I try hold her face to get any sign of life.
My other hands falling to keep pressure on the open wound that causes her to bleed.

Just put pressure.
You always put pressure, maintain all the circulation you can, you always hang on no matter what.

I remember what she's always taught me hearing her words ring in my head.
I rip my jacket off instantly tying it too keep the pressure down to keep her from bleeding out.
Because she's not bled out.
She's still here!

I can't lose her!
Take me! Please just take me!
She deserves life, she never deserved pain!

She's so cold!
She can't be cold!
She's okay, she has to be okay!

"Blake! Please I can't lose you! Just wake up, just show me your here!"
My choked sobs, echos of shattered hearts attempting to wake her to life, are doing nothing.

I attempt to pull her limp body in my arms trying to cradle her but she no longer feels light.
Why is she so heavy? Why is she so cold!

"It's only you, okay? Bird please just open your eyes!"
I placed my head against hers trying to cry her back to life!

Pressing my face into her hair knowing her scent was still here. She's still here. I can feel her.
My chest tightened so harshly felling like someone might break apart.

Just wake up!

"Your not alone okay? Okay bird I'm here! I'm here, I'm here for you. I'm here baby okay so just please! Please open your eyes!"

"You taught me to always hang on, so I'm hanging on."
I push past the tears violently streaming down my face as her flimsy body is hosted over mine.

My hands shake uncontrollable because I was trying to hold her together because I wasn't gonna let her slip away.

Every second my heart was beating was just pain screaming for her to just give me a breath.

"Gally!"
Minhos yells are down the corridor but I don't tear my eyes away for a second.

"Gally-" Minho stops yelling when I hear him closer and I realise he's seen who I have hoisted in my arms trying my best to nurse her back to life.

She grows paler by the moment but I choose not to believe it.
I can feel her here. She's here!
She's not leaving me, she can't leave us. Not yet!

We all need her!

"The day you thought I was gone you told me to stay with you. I heard you bird! So stay with me! Just come back to me!"

Just let her live!
She deserves the world!

Please!
I was only here for her.
I was only hers.

"I love you so much."
My tears fall on her cheek holding her as much with as much care shaking my head.

I feel Minhos hand on my shoulder but I don't for a second accept what it means.
Because I'm not accepting the reality.
Because she would never give up on me.

"Gally-"

"Please!"

I know what he's thinking but he's not right.
She doesn't give up.

Just as the weight of losing her threatened to crush me, I felt it — the faintest twitch against my palm.

A ragged gasp slips from my chest so sharply as my heart slams against my ribs the moment I feel the slightest bit of warmth respond from her body.

"Minho! Minho she squeezed my hand!"
"Gally-" I know what he's going to say but he was wrong when I died and he's wrong about her.

"No! No she's still here! She's still here!"
Please someone believe it.
She's still here!

"Hey—hey! I'm here. I'm right here," I stammered, my voice cracking, tears spilling freely now. The feel of her skin against mine, that tiny spark of life, changed everything. She wasn't just slipping away, she was still here.

Still fighting.

I finally rip my eyes from her body staring up at Minho who fights everything in him to say the opposite.

"You're right. The shank is too annoying to go that quickly. Let's get her out of here."

"Just hold on Bird. You're not alone."