If Only || Descendants

If Only {5}

Chapter 5:
I fell to me knees and let every one of my tears fall. Soon I was dried out.

"A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my Heart keep listening,
I know it's time to say goodbye
So hard to let go...

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, If only
If only (x2)

Every step, every word, with every hour I'm feeling in
to something new, something loved
to someone I've never been
I can't decide what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, If only
Yeah

Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh...
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh...

If only, yeah (x4)

If only
If only

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
Cause up 'til now I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something taken
I can't decide, what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go........"

I got up off the ground and started packing.

Once I was done, I wrote to Carlos, Jay, Evie and finally Ben.

Ben.

Just thinking about him brought tears to my once dry eyes.

"I know it's time to say goodbye
So hard to let go..."

A single tear fell on the letter that I wrote to Ben.

Then I got an idea. I'm so stupid. I needed to leave him something. I ran around the room until I found something perfect.

My crystal necklace.

It was made out of a crystal I found while exploring the island.

I quickly added-on to Ben's note before placing them all on my bed.

I changed into the outfit I arrived to Auradon in and teleported myself to where I knew my mom would be.

The Isle of the Lost.

-Ben-
I looked down at the ring in my hand and started crying.

The only girl that deserves this ring is Mal.

I grabbed the ring box out of my pocket and placed the ring inside. I looked around and saw a small hole under the pavilion. I put the ring box in it and put dirt on top.

To make sure I knew where to find it, I found a sharp stick and carved into the platform of the pavilion, the letters "MB."

I wiped the tears away from my face and headed towards my bike.

I was determined to get that ring back on the girl I loved.

So if I did start a YouTube channel, I want the first video to me answering your questions, doing suggested dares, and maybe even call you guys.

QOTC: What questions would you like to ask me, what do you dare me to do?

(If you want me to call you, PM me.)