Memoirs of a FABULOUS IDIOT!!

Love

Do you ever just lay in bed and sulk about a guy you like, and then remember you can't be with him/her because of some stupid reason.

It can be any reason really. I can easily list a few, speaking from experience.

-Perhaps they're way older than you? (Goes for celebrities too XD) I mean i've been told the age limit for marriage/dating is 3 years apart. But there's people who could be...idk...628 years older! YOU COULD EVEN BE IN LOVE WITH MOSES, DUDE! I'm not sure what to think about the term "Age doesn't matter when you're in love." TSK. REMIND'S ME OF PHEOBE's BROTHER IN "FRIENDS"

-Or maybe they're related to you. I know it's like incest, which most people DO NOT approve of. But if you look at it this way, Maybe they're the only ones that understand you. (Unlike, idk, crushes at school.) MAYBE HE'S THE ONLY ONE THAT LAUGHS AT YOUR JOKES. MAYBE HE'S THE ONLY ONE THAT ACTUALLY KEEPS THE CONVERSATION GOING. MAYBE HE'S THE ONLY GUY YOU'VE LIKE THAT ACTUALLY PAYS ATTENTION TO YOU. That's probably because you guys are related, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! Idk. It's hard to be like somebody you're related to. People would say, "What would your parents think?" or "That's impossible!" WHALE FUN FACT! Its actually legal in some countries tho...i think. They marry somebody from the same blood to keep the family name. Interesting...GAH!! STRAYING FROM THE SUBJECT AGAIN. *sigh* It just really sucks...

-Another one i'm also familiar with (not my personal self, but people I know) is being in love with the same sex. OF COURSE I SUPPORT GAY MARRIAGE! I TOTALLY DO! I have people I really care about that are gay and lesbian! AND EVEN ALL 50 STATES HAVE APPROVED OF GAY MARRIAGES! I'm just saying that i know there are STILL people who don't. Which is really stupid because people have been fighting for SOO DAMN LONG to have others approve of them. If the government is okay with it, why shouldn't you be, hm? Parents especially. They want their kids to be happy. They want their kids to live a great life. Well maybe if you just let them be who they are, they'll be happy. Some kids aren't meant to follow their parent's footsteps. God has a path for us all, SO OFF TO NEVERLAND!!! Ya'll get my point, Correct? And to those that don't well, BYE FELICA.

-The last reason, Could be that...they simply don't like you that's all. I know it may hurt knowing that, but there may be somebody WAYYY BETTER out there waiting for you. If they don't like you, that's fine! It their choice! They're just missing out on how FABULOUSLY AWESOME YOU ARE!!! So that's THEIR problem, you hear me? If they don't like you for how you're portrayed on the outside, rather than everything on the inside...then they're a bunch of horse crap. They fricken need x-ray goggles or something. I saw on Tumblr that somebody said, "People should fall in love with their eyes closed." (STEVIE WONDER ALREADY DOES THAT. Dammit Jessalynn, you're too offensive. MY APOLOGIES!) You know why though? Because nobody should give a damn about how you look like. They need to know the person under all that. If they dont, you could be living a lie. That's the truth. You just gotta be yourself, man. I'm being serious here. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE. Its sad watching those be somebody they're not. Changing themselves for another person, thats not even worth it. Just being real. I sure as hell did it before, but did I catch his eye whatsoever? HAIL TO THE NO.

Life is so unfair isn't it? Well, its not supposed to be. People should know right from wrong. (Getting religious here ya'll) God has a path for us all, okay? Things happen for a reason. We get rejected, because he's saying there's something out there that's better. We get chosen because he knows we're steering on the right path. That's all it is.

WTF. JESSALYNN. HOW DID YOU GO FROM TALKING ABOUT LOVE INTERESTS TO BEING RELIGOUS? XDD

Ah...sorry I did it again. My serious mode keeps going on and off.