Memoirs of a FABULOUS IDIOT!!

o k

(This picture was on my photo stream from like a year ago and i dont have any cute photos in my camera roll rn so im using it :^)))))

Yikes im still debating on whether or not i should still post my letter to you before i leave eh

You're really pissing me off more than usual so it might be a waste of time if i did do that

Besides i wouldnt gain anything from that letter even if i did apologize in it,,, gah you're just as pitiful as i am

I was taking my time here before i leave but now im honestly just rushing it because i want to get away from you and everyone else that caused me trouble.

(I'm just sinking the boat im working on just to kill the captain you know.)

I hate that im so negative and full of hate now, not just towards you, but the real reason im like this is just so i can RENEW myself in the near future. So i can completely forget all that i hated and what caused me annoyance here in...the city im currently living in.
This change will be good for me,,, idek what i'll think of you then but hell i might regret all the shit i've talked about you and your friends.
I don't rly want you to forgive me or anything bc that'd just make me feel even more terrible.

Im aware im a bitch for talking shit but mmmm you cant blame me fully for that matter.

If i wasnt so easily pissed over small things then i wouldnt talk so much shit,,, but also if you weren't so annoying i wouldn't have talked shit either.

The only reason i didnt block you for a while was so i can show you how much fun i was having without you but again thats also a waste of time

You just changed so much. It was too much for me to handle idk i cant explain it. From the very end i rly did love you but now all i rly want is to let go. You're constantly on my mind,,, whether its me dwelling on the past or me thinking about how much you annoy me/ what annoys me about you.

Ok ya know what imma make a letter book that has all my letters to the people that i love(d) and care(d) for, the ones i hate, my family blah blah blah bc i have a lot to say to everyone
(Its not rly gonna be a rant thing tho)