Memoirs of a FABULOUS IDIOT!!

my dream is to dab with moose

i'm watching Re-Life while my step-father (Brian AKA B)  is sleeping so i need to be rly quiet ahhshhsh

ig since my Summer is ending i might as well do a little catching up on here~
I'll try to incorporate as many details about my new life as i can so i wont leave anything out. Oh and a disclaimer if it seems like i'm bragging about anything in anyway i'm sorry thats definitely not what i intended!!! Its more of a way to look at the good points of my new move since i've been bummed about it lately

Ever since i moved i feel a lot more relaxed and happy. There's still a slight tug on my heart every time i think about my old home, but like i always say this move is better for me.
This opportunity gave me a chance to forget about all the things i did in the past that i regret, so now i can fully enjoy my high school experience "re-newed" (if thats even a word?¿)

Welp the apartment i moved into is a lot cuter and slightly bigger than I expected. Since my mom had just gotten married and we're a small family of 3 now, its the perfect size! It doesn't beat living in a large house with 8 other family members though. I get lonely often without them being loud as shit everyday but maybe that's bc i don't call them eheh...my badddd ;-;
I finally have my own room so that makes me really happy! Its filled with all my girly pink crap but i think i packed a bunch of useless thing because i still have tons of boxes left and its almost been 2 weeks since i moved (my mom nags me too much about it hehe love you mother) Since i can decorate it to my liking i put a bunch of Kpop and anime posters,,,but i get teased a lot by my family members bc when they see my posters of Got7 or BTS they say "Those are really pretty girls!!!" YEAH YEAH WHATEVER MAN
I have an apple tv in my room so i can watch my lewd anime on the big screen lmao jk im banned from that ever since my mom saw hentai in her computer history.
My mom complains about how B has too many action figures and toys. She always wants to play with his little geeky stuff and says she's gonna break them so if she starts touching my things too much guess who's gonna be banned from my room :))))) welp nvm she has informed me that she can go in and out of my room whenever she likes bc shes my mom and shes taking advantage of that title o k

I'm eating a lot healthier now, and i don't skip breakfast anymore like i did the last few months of school, my mom is always on my ass about eating in the morning so maybe she knew??? But my mom gets really excited to cook for B and I bc she thinks she'll be the "ideal wife". Hnnnggg she always acts cute around B and acts more like a child at times but it can REALLY get annoying when im just on the couch and they're on the other sofa cuddling...auhshssh is it possible to be third-wheeling your own parents? Ugh
But they know i've been sad about moving a little bit so they know to take it easy on my and not stress me out. I really appreciate them for that rather than telling me to get my act together. I sometimes feel a bit awkward calling B my step-dad but i mean i don't think i should call him "B" that much. He's hard to read so idk. I really like him so i feel bad if he can get on my nerves and i dont tell him or if he says something that's offensive in a way. I'm not fully open to him yet, but i'm glad he's the one who married to my mom since he does make her the happiest woman in the world, and thats what she deserves. My mom has always worked hard so i understand that she needs to rely on Brian a lot, but sometimes i really do feel left out. I feel really bad for saying that bc ik they're happy together and ofc they want me to be happy too but its only sometimes you know? I don't want them to stress out so much on making ME happy when they have other priorities to attend to, if they do that thats gonna make me feel more selfish than i already do. I'm really happy and grateful that Brian is the one who'll be with us every step of the way on this new journey in our lives. Woah okay i sound too deep yikes. MY PHOEN IS LAGGGING I HATEBTHIS but if i get good grades and stop being on my phone so much i can get the new iPhone ;) rather than this crappy iphone 5c1!1!11 ack the setup looks really different its too confusing for me whenever i go on Brian's phone since he's a BETA tester for it. Ooo speaking of that if you were curious about my parent's jobs Brian works for BAIT for modeling/retail sometimes and Linked IN that business website company idk but its bought by Google and my mom works at Apple Headquarters, she transferred there from the old Apple store she used to work at.
As for my real FATHER he's in Virginia for Navy duties. He's also helping my mom out with money and other things. I miss him a lot but he's says hes making friends (haha thats the first!!!! Just kiddinggg) but i dont think hes having that much fun since theres not really anything to do there. I'm really proud of him for working hard so i'll be rooting for him from afar hoping it'll reach him and make him work even harder!

Okay okay this is getting really long. Forgive me! This last part is just about my school
Soooooooo my orientation was just yesterday and i had to call Mayu for support bc i had absolutely nobody there with me and everyone looked like they had a squad already or at least a pair with them. (I found out later on most of then came from the same middle school ://// sucks for meee) 
We had to go into this huge ass gym which was rly nice looking and the basketball hoops actually had NETS unlike where i used to go. The seniors seemed rly cool they all greeted the freshman by cheering them super loud as we walked in. So we sat on the stair bench bleacher things whatever and they played a slideshow on the big projection board and the cheerleaders cheered it was cute. BUT I WENT DEAF IN ONE EAR BC THE SPEAKERS INSIDE THE GYM ARE SO DAMN LOUD I CANT STAND IT EHDMJD and then we had to go into groups according to last name so we got a a tour of the school and we did the circle thing where you introduce yourself yeah, not my favorite part bc i was internally screaming as i talked. The campus is wayyy to big for me like 7 minutes to get to class is going to cause me to run from up the stairs down the stairs one corner of the school to the other ITS A WORKOUT MAN. Okay i'll tell about each place according to the order we went. First is the football field its like normal size but super big to me since im a smol bean. Theres the track and field thingy and the bleachers but overall its really cool. Then theres the separate small field for soccer next to it. Next is the music and art rooms but we didnt get to see inside. Theres the POOL which is super cool for those that are doing water polo. I'm taking regular PE and they say at some point we have to swim but like wtf for. It looked pretty clean for the most part. Then the main office is nice too. It has pictures of all the classes since like the 1920's? My school is super old. But I personally think the pictures are interesting bc in the early 1900's you can see where segregation was present bc theres only white people and then over time the classes get bigger and have a bigger variety of races involved. *pakow* mind blowing!
Inside the main office are stairs which lead up to the world language classes. Spanish, French, Chinese, and Japanese. Ofc im taking japanese bc ya know weeaboo alert. Then there the long hallway which looks fancy and it leads to the ASB room. Its really big and the roof of it kinda looks like the designs in Rapunzel's room in Tangled, all painted and pretty. There was this one poster of an ugly giraffe in there for some reason idk why but just wanted to mention that. Then theres the newly built cafeteria which is neat and not hideous looking, its inside an actually building so thats probably why its so clean. For lunch you can technically sit anywhere, you just cant bring food onto the field. 2nd semester you're allowed to go off campus for lunch,and theres a crepe place and in-n-out across the way so yay!!!
I haven't ate their school lunch yet but i'd rather bring my own hehe
Then the library which i hope i'll actually use to study or at least make SOME use of it bc i never did in middle school so might as well! Plus i want to do my best to not get any bad grades this whole year bc my mom will beat me if i dont :^) then the Biology Lab is pretty cool. Its like a garden with lots of plants and a little pond with ducks and frogs! I hope a duck doesnt bite me bc im pretty sure they dont like the taste of bitter little girls. And then towards the back is the parking lot which has reserved parking for seniors and then for some reason theres an actual auto shop on school campus. I think it's for auto tech which is pretty amazing. Then towards the way way back is for wrestling and judo practices with mats and stuff. And then next to it is the tennis courts. Lastly we have one large theater and one small hidden theater in the back of school and on outside amphitheater. So yeah thats my school. Its kinda of like an inside and outside building type of school? Idk but theres a lot off stairs in the buildings i'll tell you that. I really like this school so i hope this year will somewhat reach my expectations for a wonderful freshman year filled with fun memories and  good grades and yea! I made one good friend whom i met on the day of orientation.

I'll hope for the best!!~