Memoirs of a FABULOUS IDIOT!!

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Hnngnngnngn my best friends lena mayu and I are stressing out over some kpop related shit

Its like 1am what am I doing.
Oh well i got some energy left.
Dude in the morning i'm probably gonna be like "wow im a bitch maybe i shouldn't have published it" but then again mayu constantly tells me to release my inner emotions and thats what i need to do ig. I just want to be able to get everything out before i start FRESH AND A BRAND NEW LIFE hehe. If theres typos, again ITS 1AM AND I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR THE PAST HOUR SO CUT ME SOME SLACK AIGHT

Before i talk, if he were to find out this is about him and he starts whining to his other little friends and wants them to start something. Don't even, i'm not asking to fucking fight i'm trying to express my profound opinion in the harshest way possible. It was really hard in the beginning to accept how bitchy i really am, but honestly who doesn't have a bitchy side? I dont give a rats ass if i come out as "mean" or "full of negativity and hate" There's wayy more people who are bigger trash talkers and bitches that like to talk shit.

BUT ANYWAYS THAT WAS JUST A DISCLAIMER BEFORE I GET FIRED UP YA KNOW

I apologize for high amount of negativity/hate and cursing IN ADVANCE

okay so theres like this person that just got into kpop recently his name is Sean, whom we no longer talk to, and he is literally the most annoying person in the entire world to stan BTS and Got7 and Exo and any other groups udhdjsksks

(This is worse than my other internet friend getting into Love Live)

So Sean is our internet friend whom we used to just talk about random stuff until one day he like out of the blue asked about kpop. IN THE BEGINNING ALL THREE OF US WERE SO EXCITED TO INTRODUCE SONGS AND GROUPS AND SHIT TO HIM

"OH YEAH LISTEN TO _____!! ITS SO GOOD"

"_____ is such an AMAZING group you HAVE to listen to them!!!"

"Listen to ____ and _____ and _____ and ______!!"

But guess what? he only listens to like ONE FCKING SONG ONF EACH GROUP AND NOW HE'S LIKE ALL OVER THEM AND "CLAIMING" THEM APPARENTLY

I'm fine with Lena having everyone in BTS bc she's liked them since day one BUT UM besides that

BACK OFF FROM ALL OF THEM YOU UNCULTURED SWINE.

like idgaf if you think im too overprotective of this if i care so so so SO much about kpop, which I really do honestly, then i should be able to stand by it (with the help of others ofc) and protect it to make sure its "name" isnt being used by a dump piece of shit like SoMeOnE

I dont love kpop JUST bc of how the members in the groups are cute and dorky i actually like it for the diversity in the music they spend hours producing or how dedicated they are to their music or how beautifully // cool-ly they perform their choreography or the unique beats that go hard or the melody that makes my heart flutter or the lyrics that speak to me in more ways than one or their adorable and loving fanservice ,,,

all of them just work so hard reaching their dreams and have fun doing it, its just so admirable. It fucking brings tears to my eyes o k

AND SEEING SOMEONE JUST...um how do i say...ABUSE ALL OF THAT IN A WAY AND JUST MAKE OTHERS NOT BE ABLE TO ENJOY IT BC THEY'RE ACTING DUMB AS HELL IS JUST SO UNFAIR AND ANNOYING

hes "abusing" the true beauty and meaning of the kpop culture so much that hes ruining it for the people that introduced it all to him in the first place. He hold me back from listening to the group's popular songs bc like i said thats one of the worst things hes ruined. He asks like he can sing the lyrics right smh he cant even lip sync properly either.

Umm for example if you just fucking listen to one or two songs of BTS DOPE, FIRE, SAVE ME etc. ALL THE POPULAR ONES WITH MVS just stop. (Nobody asked me but even though i haven't been listening to BTS for long i still listened to ALL their albums bc I FUCKING LOVE THEIR MUSIC OK they keep me going and i MEAN
G O I N G )

THE ONLY REASON HE'S CAUGHT UP TO THEIR RECENT EVENTS AND SHIT IS BECAUSE HE FOLLOWS THEM ON TWITTER OR INSTA
like lmao you were the one that watched the same after school episode 10 times in a row that came out 2 years ago
HE'S NOT DESERVING OF ANY OF THEM!1!1!1!
"This is my baby"
"Omg i love him hes my boyfriend"
"Aww isnt my bf so cute"

FUCK OFF YOU'RE NOT CUTE

Whenever I mention an inside joke with mayu about Got7 and Bts lmao dont laugh along with us. We're secretly laughing at you on the inside because of how pathetic you are not knowing what we're talking about YET YOU STILL LAUGH ANYWAYS HAHAHAHAHAHA
Watch him mention an inside joke from either of those groups to me mayu lena or even heather (our other kpop bestie who knows him but she dont talk about kpop THAT much). we wont laugh bc its funny, we'll laugh bc yur outdated/late.

If he ever were to change his ways and I found out he started listening to all their other songs just bc of what im saying about him NOW. I'm going laugh my ass off. That'll only show me how much of a fake ass fan you are and always have been since you started "liking kpop" and that you actually care about what i say now even though i have nothing to do with you anymore??

Lmao you cant fool me bc i knew from the very beginning you started liking kpop your ass was only into it for the hype and because we liked it first. Don't you dare for one goddamn second listen to the same song. Don't re-watch the same fucking episode of weekly idol or after school. Don't like one of the members tweets because you're just wasting your time sir. We all regret mentioning we were into it when you came along and joined the band wagon. Now, I can't even enjoy THINKING of kpop without you coming across my mind. I'm sorry but you're just pitiful.