Memoirs of a FABULOUS IDIOT!!

Honestly

Update: I had my eyebrows waxed for the first time and they're itching like hell :)))) !1!1!1!

Welp anyways here's the part 2 that i've never had the time to post. School's over now so hopefully, as time progresses, i can finally be at ease and forget this person. He's not really my problem anyways....the fact that my Pt 1. had a lot more reads than my other diary entries makes me curious \( o 3 o )/

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You try to be someone you're not and so our love for each other went down the drain

You wont stop trying so hard, you can't even stay in your own lane

You can easily make my blood boil, but you can also make my heart flutter

I want to tell you how I really feel, yet all that comes out is a stutter

I try to throw it all away, the love I held onto for so long

But my heart is telling me to stop. I already know that this is wrong

I can't talk to you directly, or even look you in the eye

I promised not to crawl back to you, but I never said I wouldn't cry

I loved you for you, but I guess my love wasn't enough

I wish you'd call for me one last time, and stop trying to act tough

I say you're hiding your feelings and nothing about you is true

But I guess that we're both at fault because I'm in the same boat as you

People say change is good, but thats something I can't believe

We don't know each other anymore, I guess its time to take my leave

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Damn i love poetry. You see i'm trying out this new thing which is to  "embrace" all my anger and annoyance into forms of writing rather than just pouring it out onto someone. Ya'll should try it.

I'm so happy now!! School's over so now i can just spend it with my loved ones and NOT wake up so early in the morning or worry about doing work.

Ugh, but theres still this person thats occupying my mind and its such an annoyance. Don't really see the point in confronting or talking to him about it. Womp womp~

I'm so tired, my mom's wedding is tmr!!! Goodnight & sweet dreams~

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