Rise and shine kids

Another trouble rises and a new hope shines the way

"Its been 18 years, 18 years since i closed the singularity, since i first told my wife that i loved her, 17 years since our daughter was born, 15 years since i proposed to the woman i love, 12 years since The Flash is an symbol of hope, of inspiration, since i was recognised as the hero of Central City, 6 years of great adventures, greats threats, and moments when you wish you were at a better shape, but i survived and i now live a happy life. Here in Central City's suburban area." Now here's my story:

Flashback:
Central City 18 years ago
"You cant stop the singularity mr.
Allen, its power exceeds 6.7 teraelectron volts, its just impossible"

"I know but i must try or we'll be gone"

"Please barry i need you to come back to me, i cant live without you" Caitlin's eyes were shedding tears, she had fallen for barry, had fallen hard for him and now couldn't get up without him.

"I know Cait, i promise I'll come back to you" barry promised her that everything was going to be alright.

And finishing my sentence, i pulled my mask on and sped into the darkness, i was scared, scared of never seen Caitlin again, scared of leaving her and the beating i would take from her if i chose to leave her, suddenly in my head i hear my mom's voice "run my beautiful boy run" then i hear Caitlin's "come back barry, come back to me, i need you" and those words are enough to make the adrenaline course through my veins and makes me feel lighter and a lot faster, i feel my body pushed to its limits and i scream of the pain, but i need to endure it, the lives of millions depend on my actions, i reached the highest building in downtown that was crumbling up, ran right past the debris, jumped the huge gap between both parts of the building, at the moment I've reached the worm hole, i push my body to til i think ill decay and run, few minutes after the worm hole is closed and i feel like I'm dying and at the same time falling to my undoubtedly and certain death, i just didnt care anymore. I close my eyes and let myself go in the wind"

Caitlin saw that the singularity was already closed and barry was nowhere to be seen, she had started crying uncontrollably, barry was gone and the people would never know who saved them, until Cisco saw something dropping from the sky. All the Star labs crew was intrigued, Caitlin's nerves were on the edge of having mental breakdown, of course she had lost barry and her love for him never got out, thats what hurt her the most, not telling him when she had the chance, now it was nothing but a wish.
Ronnie had taken the lead on the mysterious object that fell and when he got there, he saw barry his suit was torn apart, had bruises, his mouth was bleeding, by the time everybody else got there, out of everyone, Caitlin was the most traumatized, she couldn't stand seeing him like that, her heart broke into million tiny pieces, she held his cold corpse tight against her warm smooth, tiny frame, she collapsed on her knees and begged to god that this was not happening.
"Oh no no no please please barry please dont leave me. I cant survive without you" "i know i never told you this but i always had feelings for you, i had strong feelings and i never reacted upon them and i regret that every day"

Flashback

Star labs previous to the wormhole
"Why do you hate me?" Barry asked to Eobard

"Not you now, years from now you"

"But why?"

"Because i was mad that you got away, and thats why i took all my rage on your mother"

"You have already taken enough from my family, i'm not going let you take anymore" Barry was angry with him

"I have always controlled your life, it belongs to me and theres nothing you can do about it"

"You are wrong and ill show you, I'll do what you want, imma open that wormhole and by the time im back ill kick your ass before you leave"

"Now i know what Joe and Henry feel when they look at you with love and happiness"