You Make Me Wanna Die (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Ed....Help Me

I got out the shower and put on underwear, Black skinny jeans, a white tanktop and dark blue jumper. I put some mascara on and winged eyeliner, deciding I looked good enough I walked out my room to see Louis sitting there looking at me guiltily. I put on my dark blue converse and smiled at him.

"Whats up, Lou bear?" I giggled and kissed his cheek, lacing my shoe. I looked briefly at the wall clock to see it was 3pm and Im not even hungry.

"Eh the boys and I need to talk to you" Louis lead me to the 1D lads in the living room and they all looked  me with sad smiles. I giggled awkwardly and sat next to harry, putting my head on his shoulder.

"Mila, we need to talk" Liam began.

LOUIS' POV

"Yeah I kinda guessed" Mila semi-smiled.

"We all seem to think you and Shane are very....friendly" Liam went on.

"Wait you think...Shane and I.....what?" Mila seemed offended.

"It seems like you have something" Zayn blurted. Mila's face turned as if she was ready to punch us all.

"I cant believe you boys" She huffed and stood up.

"Mila, all we ask is for you and shane to become..less...close" Harry flinched at his own words, he knew they were a bit harsh.

"Fuck you all, I cant believe you" Mila ran up to her room.

"That didn't go as expected" I huffed and put my head in my sweating palms.

"She'll come around, Louis" Zayn half smiled.

"yeah mate" Niall nodded. 10 minutes later Mila came downstairs. Oh no.

MILA'S POV

I ran upstairs ready to cry but absolutely raging. I picked up a duffel bag and chucked a bunch of clothes in it, my purse and my phone charger. I zipped it up and sat on my bed and began to cry. I picked up my phone and dialled my best friend.

"Hello?" His accent rang throughout my phone.

"Ed....Help Me" I burst out in tears.

"I'll be over in 20 minutes" Ed hung up and I put my phone in my back pocket. I looked in my mirror and saw my smudged makeup. I began to wipe it all off.

You may think im being over dramatic but im not. They don't trust me, over 6 months of friendship means nothing to them because they think im cheating on the man I love...

They sat there thinking they were doing right by trying to pull me away for the person who was there for me when Louis cheated on me and the boys stopped talking to me. Shane is my saviour and I would be dead without him.

Louis is being insensitive, hypocritical and just an all around asshole. I sat with my thoughts for 2 minutes before getting a text from Ed saying he was turning into the town and will be 5 minutes. I picked up my duffel bag and ran downstairs, hot tears on my face.

"Where are you going?" Louis asked.

"Away from you sick fucks" I hissed and walked out the door and ran down the lane, seeing 5 or 6 paps. They were shouting my name, asking where Louis was and asking if I was okay. I turned around and shouted.

"No! Im not okay and I don't want to know where Louis is, I don't want him anywhere near me" I began to cry again and fell to the ground crying as the paps just watched me and took photos. I was suddenly hoisted up from the ground, I turned around to see Ed and he immediately hugged me. The paps began to shout even more.

"Come on, Mila. You can stay at mine for as long as you want" Ed whispered in my ear and I got in his car. He drove past my house and turned in my drive way. I looked in the window to see Harry staring directly at me and without thinking I mouthed 'Stay away from me' and Ed sped off.

We got to Ed's house and he led me to the guests room and I lay in bed, not thinking just staring at the white ceiling. I lost track of time until I turned on the TV and put the gossip channels on. My phone started to ring as I listened to the presenter upcoming Teen Choice Awards even though it is over a month away, I have even been invited.

I got sick of hearing my phone ding and ring so I took the sim card out the back and snapped it in half chucking it across the room.

I cried into the pillow for hours and hours until it got to 9 and I heard my name. I looked t the TV to see the presenter with a photo of me crying.

"London's sweetheart breaks down supposedly about Louis Tomlinson and goes to best friend Ed Sheeran for a shoulder to cry on, After being asked numerous questions such as if she was okay and where Louis was, Mila responded with "No! Im not okay. I don't know where Louis is and I don't want him anywhere near me"

Meow! What has Louis done? And will Niall be there for his supporter, Mila. Especially after the gig outburst where she ran onstage to comfort niall after some teenage girls were shouting horrible words to him. One direction, Simon Cowell, Modest!, Ed Sheeran nor Mila have spoken about this and we just wish London's sweetheart the best" I turned off the TV and Ed walked in.

"Hey Mila, you want something to eat?"  Ed asked, I shook my head, I wasn't very hungry.

"Please Mila, you have to eat" Ed begged. I shook my  head sternly, He huffed in frustration and left the room, shutting the door behind him signalling that he had given up.

I did not want to eat.

I did not want to sleep.

I did not want to think.

I did not want to speak.

I did not want to hear/think about/know about/hear about and definitely not see the members of One Direction for a long long time.

My best friends and family have broken me.