You Make Me Wanna Die (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Outdoors..?!?!

"You make me wanna die, I'll never be good enough, you make me wanna die" I sang with a rusty voice, staring at the ceiling. I have been here for god knows how long, I have been eating regularly thanks to Ed but I am rarely outside. The paparazzi have given up on me now.

"Mila, I just got a call from Paul"  Ed burst in my room.

"Good for you" I huffed and flipped over.

"Management are worried, you need to get outside, be seen, have fun, come on mila please" Ed begged and I gave in way to easily.

"Fine but its just you and I, nobody else" I tried to make that clear.

"No promises" Ed sang.

"Ugh fine" I sat up.

"Be ready in an hour" Ed sang again and skipped out the room. I went for a shower, put more underwear on and black skinny jeans. I couldn't find a nice top to wear. Until I picked up a light blue long sleeved top and a black waist coat. I looked outside to see the sun shining. I put my hair back into a ponytail and put on some mascara, blush and lip balm.

I decided I looked presentable and put on my navy blue converse. I got out my phone, Ed got me a new sim card butI only text and call Ed. Ed suddenly skipped into my room.

"That's my beautiful girl! You ready?" Ed put his hand out and I took it in firm grasp.

"Ready" I nodded and we left the house. I got in the passenger seat of Ed's 10 seater car. It had 2 seats infront, 3 facing backwards behind it, 3 inffront of them facing forwards and 2 unfoldable ones next to the doors..

"How many people?" I asked.

"8 others. You need to socialize more" Ed buckled his seatbelt as did I and began driving.

20 minutes later we pulled up outside a beautiful house and 2 blonde girl with sunglasses hopped in.

"Hey Ed" An American one grinned and took off her sunglasses...Taylor Swift and Ellie Goulding.

"This must be London's sweetheart" Ellie waved and buckled in as did Taylor.

"Hi, nice to meet you" I grinned.

"You too" Taylor said sweetly. We talked for 10 minutes before pulling up beside another small yet beautiful house and a man and a woman got in, but they evidently weren't dating.

Off came their sunglasses and hats....Rita Ora and Daniel Radcliffe.

I introduced myself and we talked as a group, they were extremely nice. A half hour later we pulled over at a hotel and in got 4 people. I guess that's everyone. They all took off their sunglasses and hats and I saw it was Demi Lovato, Cher Lloyd, Aidan Turner and Max Irons.

We got acquainted and began to talk. About an hour later we parked in a multi story car park and all put on sunglasses and hats.. We all got out and walked to the elevator.

I was comfortable around everyone, it was like I had known them my whole life.

I was really good friends with them all. I even got all their phone numbers. I suppose this is my 'clique'.

We walked into the big shopping centre, not seeing many people. Then again I haven't checked the time in days. I took out my phone and saw I had been at Ed's for 3 weeks!!!! Holy mother of shit.

11am.

I looked to whoever was talking which was Max.

We joked around walking through the ghost shopping centre until we got to a nandos. It was dark inside and there was only waitresses and waitors so we all took ou sunglasses and hats off. I looked around and there sat the people I hated the most....One Direction. They hadn't noticed us yet but just to my luck Cher Lloyd got the booth behind them.