You Make Me Wanna Die (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Start Of Something New

I woke up at around 7am and got up straight away, taking a shower and getting dressed. I put on a white sheer shirt with a white vest top underneath, also some bright pink high waisted jeans, tucking the top into the jeans and putting on my white converse. I pot on some winged eyeliner, pink lipgloss, blush and mascara. I tied my blonde locks back into a neat/messy bun and decided I looked okay. I skipped downstairs and saw no one was awake.

I am so happy, Im back with my boys...especially Louis. I needed him. I decided to throw out my cigarettes and make some breakfast. I made toast, pancakes, eggs, bacon, potato scones, sausage, black pudding and poured fresh orange juice.  About 5 minutes later everyone came down looking as dashing as ever. We ate and ate until there was zero food on the table.

"So...guys...what happened with Corey, Rose and Shane?" I asked.

"Er...there was an argument.....Louis punched shane.....rose slapped Niall...Corey punched Liam and we all got in trouble with Rose......They left saying they never wanted any contact with any of us again...including you" Niall flinched as I would hit him.

"Oh. Okay" I shrugged. Corey and Rose where never really my friends they were just living in my house and were funny. Shane however was amazing to me and I would miss him.

"So whats happening with this meet and greet" Louis asked.

"In a month or so im meeting around 6 fans and spending the day with them...Ermm Maya and her friend....Maggie and her friend...and tony and his friend" I nodded. And the boys finished their juice. I volunteered to do the dishes and did them in around 30 minutes. I finished unpacking yesterday.

I grinned and skipped to the living room.

"Boys, I need to go to management" I grinned and batted my eyelashes.

"Okay-Dokay" Louis nodded, not taking his eyes off of Sheldon Cooper on the screen.

"I'll go by myself then" I huffed and found a pink leather jacket. Why do I own this. I left the lane in my kia sportage and pulled up outside management, putting my sunglasses on, walking in and meeting with the managers.

"I am going to go straight to the point...Louis and I are back together" I thought they would drag us apart, tell me we couldn't be together.

"That is fantastic! Good for you and good for your publicity, you can be with him on one condition though" A woman negotiated with the others.

"Anything" I nodded.

"You need to do a photoshoot and keepnin the public hotspot" I nodded at my orders and left. Seeing the paps outside and waving to them. I got in my car and sped home.

"Hey hey" I skipped inside. Picking up thw house phone as Liam watched TV and the boys played a game of monopoly.

"Hello. Michelle's office. How can I help you?" A stern sounding woman asked.

"Is Michelle available? This is Mila Tyler" I asked.

"Of course Miss Tyler, please hold for 2 minutes" I waited until I heard Michelle.

"Hey michelle! Can I squeeze in a photoshoot for Louis and I?" I asked. We talked for inutes until we agreed that I had to be there in an hour with Louis.

I got Louis ready and off we went to the modelling agency. We got around unnoticed and got in. I showed him around until we got to my dressing room.

"Your outfit is on the rack" I pointed to the rack and picked up my outfit, walking to the bathroom, locking it and looking at my outfit. It was a pink bikini top and black tennis shorts. I waiped my makeup off and put on mascara and foundation. Leaving my hair in its bun. I walked out to see Louis shirtless..in swimming trunks.....

"Woah" I checked him out and he chuckled.

"You ready?" He asked me.

"Hey! Im the model! I go first!" I giggle and skip infront of him, leading him to the sandy set. The photographer told us to act like a cute couple and we didn't even need to act.

They said they would use only 4 of our shots.

One of me on his back and we were laughing at the camera.

One of us with our hands in a heart shape.

One with us with our foreheads touching and lips close but not touching.

And finally one of us kissing.

We changed into our normal clothes and go out unrecognised. We went home and waited for the magazine to be published. I got a text at 8 that it had been published. Louis and I immediately flipped the channel to the gossip channel and waited for our story.

"Fuckign Justin Bieber!" I shouted at the TV as I waited impatiently.

"Let the world famous model and boyband that is adored enough get the spotlight all the time would ya?" I shouted.

"Wait..." I noticed my flaw and then a photo of us kissing flickered on screen.

"London's sweetheart, Mila Tyler and One Direction Hearthrob, Louis Tomlinson are back together? Earlier today a magazine was published, with posters of the amazing couple having fun on a sandy shore together. We are yet to make the conformation" The presenter spoke.

"FINALLY!" Louis shouted and we laughed. We cuddled together and took out our phones and he tweeted.

"I love my girlfriend Mila_Tyler_Official with all my hope, dreams, heart, soul and spirit"

Then I tweeted..

"I love my boyfriend Louis_Tomlinson more than I can express, luckiest girlfriend ever"

We listened too our phones blow up with mentions, retweets, faves and DMs from fans we followed but we didn't not answer.  I grinned at Louis and the other lads walked in.

"Guys...no joke...twitter is so....ah" Niall collapsed in laughter and we all took out our phones to see #LouisIsLucky trending. We read aloud the tweets as Niall almost died from laughing.

"LouisIsLucky to bang the fittest english woman Ever!!!" I sang the last part and shook my head.

"LouisIsLucky because he has his dick in my future buttfuck buddy" Louis read and laughed.

I began to laugh hysterically with Nialler.

"LouisIsLucky to fuck her" Zayn chuckled.

"enough!!!" Niall and I shouted in giggles.

"Well...I guess I am lucky to have you" Louis tried to have a sweet moment but I ruined it by bursting out with laughter.

"Ahh...I need help"I giggled and walked away.

I guess this is my life now...

I guess I want Louis to be my life now...

I want Louis in my life...

Forever.

Like....I wanna spend my life with Louis.

Oh my god.....

I wanna marry Louis.