You Make Me Wanna Die (Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction)

Meet and Greet

I looked at the camera with a smile, feeling the A/C beat down on me.

"You're good, Mila" Michelle nodded at me and I walked through to my dressing room, locking the door and taking a shower. Just as I was about to get out, I got a call from my work phone. I quickly ran over to it, wrapping a towel securely around my body and answering.

"Hello, Mila Tyler speaking" I chirped.

"Mila! Honey! The results are in, you get to pick 3 lucky winners!" I heard Logan, my bodyguard chuckle and hang up without further questions.

Recently management decided for me to put myself back out into the public eye and set up a meet and greet contest for my 'fans'.

Its been crazy because of these boys. Im a model, a role model and a common 'friend and lover' of one direction members.

I have been at Ed's for a month and 2 weeks so far and im not doing to well, people are starting to get to me, I cant get out of bed, I started smoking again just so I can pull through the day and I manage to hide it all...except from Ed.

I put on some underwear, black skinny jeans and yellow tank top plus yellow vans. I put on my black fedora after put my recently dyed dirty blonde locks back into a bun. I put on some mascara, foundation and yellow eyeshadow.

I put on a black cardigan. I was visiting my family a couple of days ago and my dad is doing great...I still hate my mum.

I put on my sunglasses and put my modelling outfit on the rack. I walked out into the modelling agency building waving to fellow models, ignoring Leanne and Eleanor.

"Mila!!!" I heard someone chase after me, I turned around and saw Eleanor.

In case you were wondering I haven't seen or heard from Corey, Rose and Shane either. I don't know whether one direction have brainwashed them or not but they aren't  youtube videos without me.....In a different room..I think they moved out and forgot me.

"Hi, Eleanor" I stopped infront of the door where I could hear one or two paps.

"Listen, I know I have been kind of a bitch recently, ignoring you but I was being dragged away by Leanne, any chance we could start over?" Eleanor flashed me her kind smile and I nodded and hugged her. We walked out of the building, waving to the 2 paps out there and answering their questions like what we were planning on doing and how long we have been friends.

El got in my car with me and we drove towards the bakery I used to work in. I got out my car and saw Aviera standing at the till, Mae glaring at her from the back. Guessing Aviera wasn't exactly popular with Mae. El and I walked in, and caught Mae's attention.

"Hi aviera!" I smiled politely, hearing the clicking of paps cameras.

"Whatever, what do you want?" Aviera asked, glaring at me. I coughed lightly and El and I ordered, once Aviera walked away to get it, Mae walked over to the till and hugged me.

"How are you?" I asked Mae and she nodded signalling she was good.

"Whats up with her?" Eleanor asked Mae.

"Something about a Niall boy leaving her" Mae shook her head and walked to the back.

"He didn't leave me! He didn't have me! He'd be lucky to have me! He didn't want to bother with me so he left me"  Aviera scoffed.

"Aviera, I don't want to start anything but seriously you hurt Niall. You led him on and the boys and I had to pick up the pieces." I half smiled.

"Don't turn this on me, bitch! Niall is a straight up twat!" Aviera shouted.

"Don't you dare say that! Niall is one of the most kind, loving, caring, amazing people I have ever known and you were lucky to even see him" I shouted back. By now paps had started recording us.

"Oh please, you probably shagged him, that's why you left Louis" Aviera rolled her eyes.

"I love Louis! I would never leave him like that unless I was seriously messed up!" I screeched.

"But you did leave him you little cunt!" Aviera stated.

"That's because I am seriously messed up. I struggle to smile and keep strong. I never find the will to leave my room. Im lucky to have such amazing friends like one direction, ed, perrie, dani, taylor, demi, max, aidan, cher and just..everyone! Im broken, aviera! I don't want to speak, I don't want to think, eat, drink, laugh and most of all I really don't want to breath. So if you want to have a go at someone for having issues take a look in the mirror and sort yourself out!" I screamed. I started to cry and El and I left without another word. El hopped in my car and I stood and talked to the tens of paps recording me.

"Im sorry for any disruptions I may have caused or anyone who had to witness that, it wont happen again and I shall keep to myself" I sniffed away a tear and got in my car, making my way home.

LOUIS' POV

Zayn flipped the channel to see a picture of Mila and we all suddenly became enticed in each and every one of the presenters actions and words.

"Mila Tyler, AKA London's sweetheart was verbally attacked by bakery worker, Aviera. Here is the footage" Spoke the presenter and we watched.

"Mila still loves me! We have to see her!" I shouted towards Liam.

"Did you not hear her? She is broken because we don't trust her!" Liam protested.

"Liam must not protest! Jimmy protests! Not Liam!" Harry stated.

"You too?" Harry nodded at Liam's question and we all pulled puppy dog faces at Liam.

"Fine, we'll go to Ed's tomorrow" Liam picked up his phone and dialled ed, putting it on loud speaker.

"Hey guys" Ed sang happily.

"Hey ed! We saw the story about Mila. Can we come over tomorrow?" Liam sighed.

"I think that's a great idea, truth be told I think she is actually broken. I haven't seen her actually smile since she was with you, Louis" Ed huffed. We organized to meet her and went to bed, absolutely buzzing to see the love of my life.

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Hey guys and girlies! <3

Just a quick lead up to the beautiful reunting...but who knows..the might not get back together......

Im going back to high school tomorrow so slow upsates but I will cram in as much as I can.

Bye guys and girlies! <3