It's All My Fault

Dark Side

"Wakey, wakey" Ryan whispered in my ear.

I slowly opened my eyes, ignoring the light from the window that was annoying me and focused on Ryan's hazel eyes. I kissed him lightly and smiled.

"Ew, your breath stinks" He said, with a disgusted look.

"Well fuck off" I said, preparing to roll over to go back to bed, but when I looked to my right a smile was immediately drawn to my face. I saw a bouquet of white roses, chocolates and breakfast lying on the table.

"Take that back" He said, kissing my neck.

"Thank you, I love you" I replied.

I obviously knew a long day was ahead, he always did the most when we were going on dates. He literally starts the whole date experience from home and makes it a whole day thing, which definitely shows he really knows how to treat a lady. I loved Ryan so much and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, I knew we're young but screw it, not much people at our age are this mature and I respect the way it treats me.

We got dressed and headed downtown, looking for places that we'd never been to before which was kind of hard since Ryan always likes to spoil me. We found an Indian restaurant that offers free Henna's on every purchase, and the music was absolutely amazing.

"This place is nice" I said, finishing up my plate while studying the atmosphere more.

"Yeah it is to be honest, we should come here more often" He replied.

There was an awkward silence but I could've felt Ryan's eyes glued onto me.

"What's the matter?" I asked him.

"N-Nothing, there's just something in your teeth" He said. I blushed.

"Shit, I don't even have a mirror with me, excuse me for a second I'm going to the wash room" I said, walking as quickly as possible to the bathroom.

When I looked in the mirror I didn't see anything, I even carefully examined every single tooth but I didn't see anything. I heard the bathroom door open, close and lock. I immediately freaked out, and turned around and almost caught a heart attack, it was Ryan.

"What are you doing in here? How did you even get in here?" I asked puzzled, because I know the signs on the doors were pretty clear.

He came closer to me, and swept my hair behind my ear. My breathing slowing down every time I see his eyes look down at my lips.

"I'm definitely glad you didn't walk with a mirror" He said.

He pushed me against the wall and lifted my leg up to his hip, kissing and sucking on my neck while he slowly rubbed his fingertips against my inner thighs. He stopped, and looked at me. I grabbed his face, kissing those soft pink lips, but he pulled back.

"What?" I asked.

"Let me do the work" He said.

He lifted me up and slid me onto the sink, my back arched off of the mirror while he pulled down my dress and sucked all over my breasts, giving at least 5 hickeys on each, kissing and sucking on my nipples like it was his last meal. I pulled at his belt, and he gripped my hands putting them behind my back.

"Stop, or I'll make your whole body black and blue before you leave this bathroom" He said and he squeezed my butt, lifting me off the sink and bending me over. He lifted up my dress and slapped my butt.

"Now, we'll finish when we get back home, staring at your beautiful face out there just made me so horny" Ryan said, as he fixed back my dress and hair and kissed me on my forehead like nothing happened.

He held my hand, proudly strutting out of the female's bathroom leaving a $50 tip for using their service.

It was an awkward ride home, I never knew that side of Ryan, and I liked it although it was totally foreign to me. No one ever did that to me, held power over me, except my father. I looked out the window, noticing that we were already in the driveway. I just sat there thinking, not even realizing Ryan had already got out of the car and opened my door for me to get out.

"Is there something wrong babe?" He asked.

"N..." I began to say, but I didn't want to lie to him. The tears just ran down my face.

He pulled me in for a hug, and kissed my forehead, assuring me that he's here for me and even lifted me up to take my inside and put me on the couch. I stared at the floor, with tears still flowing down.

"I know this might sound weird, but what you did kind of reminded me of how my Dad was, having power over me but the only difference with you is that it actually felt good. I'm scared that if I allow you to do that, that you'll take advantage over me and abuse me just like him" I finally blurted out.

"Jodie, I love you too much to hurt you physically and even emotionally, yes I did shit to make you upset but I think that you deserve complete happiness from me and I don't ever want to lose you. That side of me just gives a mix of pain and pleasure at the same time, not extreme pain that I'd hurt you seriously, a pain that you'd crave and want everyday" He said, looking into my eyes with those sexy hazel eyes, damn.

He got up from the couch and went into the bedroom and I heard him shuffling around the drawers, he quickly got back into the living room.

"Now close your eyes" He said.

I obeyed.

"I love you, and I'm making a promise to be nothing but good to you, I want you to me mine forever and I promise I'd never hurt you again or leave you, you'll always be mine no matter what happens and I'm thankful that I met such a perfect girl like you Jodie Harris, now open your eyes" He said.

I opened my eyes, to see a diamond ring in a white box and Ryan on his knees. The sight was so beautiful I couldn't help myself from crying, he held my hand and slid the ring on my finger and kissed me.

"This is just the start baby, next step is marrying you" He said, as he wiped my tears and kissed my collarbone.