Anxiety| Shawn mendes

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She loved him more than she hates herself~

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Melanie's POV

"Shawn?" I asked hearing a couple twigs break.

"Mm?" He murmured, shifting slightly and gripping my waist tighter for warmth. I guess you can say we were each others blankets. I wiggle out of his embrace causing him to groan. It was pitch black.

Like my soul, haha.

I placed my hands on the floor slowly grabbing anything that was in the way. Candles weren't lit, too many reasons not to. I grab Shawn's leg and crawl over him.

"Chill" he mumbles/ groans as I stumble over him. I grab a plastic/metal object, my phone, my savior. Just kidding.

I click the power button. 43 % I've been blinded by the light. Literally. My pupils grew wide and I was stunned causing Shawn to laugh at my reaction. I adjusted my eyes with some pain and turned the flashlight on. I peeked out of the tent to see a deer run away. I wanted to bītch slap that deer for teasing me.

I feel hands around my waist, pulling me into him. I turn around to collide with him softly. He wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm so tired" I felt his head rest on mine.

"Mhm" I hummed as he released from the hug. I grabbed his cheeks and placed my thumbs on the corner of his lips. I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. He smiled and brought us to the floor on top of the blanket.

"Remember when we went to the beach and you got stung by a jellyfish?" He asked pulling the blanket from under us.

"Yeah" I blushed on how embarrassing it was, the 'hot' lifeguard carried me out because I couldn't feel my leg. Shawn traveled his hand to my thigh on the small scar I had. The touch sent shivers down my spine. It wasn't sexual or anything, it was just actually funny. His attempts at being sexually attractive were poor, I'd rather him not try. He was extremely attractive anyway.

"I'm wide awake now" I whined, rubbing eyes.

"Thanks to you..." He mumbled

"It was that damn deer" I again, wiggled out of his embrace.

"C'mon!" He groaned rolling over on his side.

"I have to pee shut up" I walked out of the tent to the back. I made sure Shawn didn't come out and I did my business, I was not going to wipe with a leaf. I'd rather go home and change my underwear.  Tmi? Oh wale 🌚 I find my way back into the tent to see Shawn shuffling around nonchalantly.

"I'm bored" He chirped

"No shit.... You decide to spend the night in the 'woods' or whatever this is and expect to be entertained?"

"Yes, now entertain me!" He demanded

"Go to sleep" I laid on the floor once again.

"Are you serious?" He plopped on the floor causing a small thump.

"Lay down" he patted the floor next to him. I smiled slightly, this was a memory to keep. I knelt down and laid next to him once more. I could feel small breaths slowly releasing at the edge of my neck. I feel his lips meet my neck with small, light pecks tickling my skin. I squirmed a little and laughed. He smiles on my neck as I let him continue.

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So freaking embarrassed y did this even post.

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