i can't lose her

yes

He tilted his head and our lips met. Suddenly, all the people talking, all the cars beeping, all the street buskers, every single sound was drowned out. I couldn’t hear anything. Our lips fit together perfectly like a jigsaw puzzle. My heart sped up, and it felt like at any moment now, it was going to leap out of my chest. My head starting spinning and for a second there, I forgot where I was. Our heads slowly started to pull apart.

He looked at me and blushed. He bit his bottom lip showing off a little bit of his dimples. Suddenly, every noise went quiet. It was real this time, I wasn’t imagining it. This was actually happening. I heard Harry start to speak but it was louder than usual, and now the screen could not only see us, but hear us too. ‘’ Sienna Marie Siciliano, from the moment I met you, when we were in kindergarten, I knew you were something special. We’ve been best friends for almost 15 years now, and not once has there been a dull moment between us. Your smile is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. Your light blue eyes hypnotize me every single time I look into them. Your hugs are the only thing I call close to home, and the only things that can make me feel comfortable. Your kiss makes me head spin and my heart beat faster. You’re the only person who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. 14 years ago, you came into my life. 14 years of laughs, cries, heart breaks, insecurities. But only one thing stayed, and that was my love for you. Sienna, I am so in love with you, it’s beyond normal. You’re the only person I would take a bullet for, knowing that I did it to make you live. Waking up to you the other day made me realize, you know what? Maybe, in some way, there could be something between us, and I could finally be able to call you mine. Now Sienna Marie Siciliano, will you be my girlfriend? ‘’

I didn’t realize I was crying until after his speech. All the things he just said made me realize that I felt the exact same way for him, as he has for me, for a very long time now. I am in love with Harry Edward Styles and there was nothing I could do to stop that. ‘’ Harry… yes. Yes I will be your girlfriend ‘’, and in saying that, he kissed me one more time. More passionately before. With more intensity, with more love and joy than the kiss we shared before. 19th of August, 2012. I became Harry Edward Styles’ girlfriend. The guy I’ve been in love with, for 14 years now.

Harry is mine, and only mine. Not only do I have a boyfriend, but my boyfriend is my best friend and I love him. I’m in love with him. I’m uncontrollably, truly and madly in love with Harry Edward Styles.