i can't lose her

we got the results back

-          4 weeks later     -

I ran to my bathroom and vomited. I have been feeling sick for the past few days now. What is wrong with me!? Every food would turn me off, and I constantly kept having the need to vomit. I dialled Harry’s number.

He answered almost immediately.

‘’ Hello? What’s wrong? ‘’ he asked

‘’ Harry I need to go doctors, I have been feeling sick for the past couple of days and I am not sure if it’s just a flew or a stomach virus, or if it’s something to do with my cancer. Please come home soon! ‘’ I asked, feeling the need to vomit again.

‘’ Hey baby I’ll be- ‘’ I cut him off. I ran to the bathroom and threw up again.

‘’ Sorry what? ‘’ I asked, feeling completely horrible for shutting him down like that.

‘’ I am on my way home now, I will be there in a couple of minutes ‘’ he said, before hanging up the phone.

He really did get here in a matter of minutes and we rushed out of campus to go to the hospital. When we arrived we had to wait an hour before we could finally go inside. I told the doctors my symptoms and he did a few tests on me.

He told Harry and me to wait outside in the waiting room for our results. I was anxious. What if it was my cancer? What if instead of having a year to live, I had a few months? What if that was cancers way of telling me it had spread? A million thoughts were rushing to my head, making my head spin.

‘’ Sienna? ‘’ Someone called, ‘’ Sienna Siciliano? ‘’. I looked up to find the doctor looking for us. I stood up and walked into his office holding Harrys hand.

He looked at us and welcomed us to sit down. ‘’ okay… ‘’ he said before looking down on his clipboard. ‘’ We have found a reason on why you’re constantly vomiting and feeling sick. The good news is, it’s not because of your cancer. Now I don’t know how you’re going to interpret this news… but Sienna? ‘’ he said, looking me in the eyes.

‘’ We got the results back and the results show that you are two weeks pregnant ‘’.