i can't lose her

i do

I stepped up to the altar; I looked Harry in the eyes. His green eyes were staring back at me, not in an angry way, but in a way that said, “I love you ". I could literally feel my stomach turning into knots. This morning I woke up and my last name was Siciliano, and I'm going to bed tonight and my name will be Sienna Styles.

The priest went through his usual procedure. I looked out into the audience to see Danielle and Liam sitting holding each other’s hands, Niall and Tiana staring at us getting teary, Zayn and Perry trying to cry. Eleanor was my maid of honour and Louis was Harry's best man.

“Now it's time for you to say your vows” the priest said, “Sienna, if you could please go first ". I took a deep breath and looked up into Harry's eyes; he looked at me with a calm expression. He grabbed my hand gently and gave it a small squeeze. “I Sienna Siciliano, take Harry Styles to be my lawful wedded husband, through sickness and in health. From the moment I met him you our first day of kindergarten, I knew you were something special. I knew that you were the only person who could truly make me smile. You're the only person who knows me for me. You know when I truly smile or when I fake smile. You know my every flaw and imperfection and you still choose to love me no matter what. I am so in love with you and no one is going to change my mind. I am so grateful to be standing here at the altar with you today, knowing that I will become your wife any minute now. I love you Harry Edward Styles “. I looked down and blushed. I heard Harry giggle slightly.

“Now Harry, it’s time for you to say your vows “. I looked at him and he nervously bit his lip. He looked at me and licked his lips before saying his vows, “and I Harry Styles, take Sienna Siciliano to be my lawful wedded wife, through sickness and in health. I think that Sienna is the only girl to truly make me smile, and laugh in my darkest hours. I remember when we were little and my parents divorced, Sienna stuck by me through it all for a few months, always coming over and watching lame Disney movies with me and bringing me chocolate. This is one of the million things I love about her. Her imperfections may seem like a big deal to her, but to me they are her perfections. Like the way she covers her mouth when she laughs, or even when she gets nervous about something she always plays with her fingers. I guess you could say she is amazing and I’m lucky to be calling her mine soon. I love you so much Sienna Marie Siciliano “he said, putting his head down and looking up at me shyly.

I looked out into the audience to see every one of our friends crying. “And by the power vested in me by the state of New York, I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may now kiss you bride “he said. Harry stepped forward placing his arm on the small of my back. He put his other hand gently on my face. I leant up and gently brushed my lips past his, before going into a full kiss. He pulled me closer in the middle of the kiss before a smile played upon his lips. We turned around and saw that everyone was cheering. We walked out of the church and down the aisle.

On November 12th 2012, I became the wife to the most amazing man I know, Harry Edward Styles.