i can't lose her

where am I?

2 days later

-siennas pov-

I woke up to a massive head ache. It felt like someone was pounding my head with a hammer and no matter how hard I’d try to make it stop, they would just keep going. I opened my eyes to see everything white around me. White walls, white floors, white ceiling. I mean, even my outfit was white. ‘Where am I ‘was all that I could think about.

I heard the door open and I saw a man with a doctor’s outfit on come in. ‘’ Hello Sienna, I’m Dr Martin, we have some news to tell you... ‘’ he looked down at the floor and said ‘’ I’m afraid you have breast cancer, and its travelled so far into your body that we can’t get it removed and you’re eventually going to pass away ‘’.

Hearing those words, felt like someone just stabbed me all over with broken glass till I was completely in pain. I felt numb all over my body. My head wasn’t thinking straight. I could feel the tears starting to build up. It’s like my life started to finally go on track, and it all just came tumbling down in a matter of 10 seconds.

Dr Martin spoke up, ‘’ Umm… Miss Siciliano, you have a visitor. He hasn’t left the hospital since you came in. His name is Harry Styles, should I let him in? ‘’ he asked. My heart started to break. Harry… What is going to happen to Harry? I can’t let him suffer. I looked up at the doctor, ‘’ sure, he is my boyfriend after all ‘’ I said, giving him my best smile.

After a few moments, I saw familiar brown curly hair walk past the window through the blinds. I took a deep breath, I miss him so much. He opened the door, and he just stood there. Looking at me, like he was staring into my soul. Without much warning, he came over to me. He put both of his hands on either side of face and stared into my eyes like I was Jesus and I just came back on earth. He pulled my face to his so our lips were just millimetres apart. He whispered quietly ‘’ I missed you so much. You had me so worried. I love you so much ‘’

I broke the space in between our lips. We kissed so passionately, so much lust was building up inside of the both of us. With every kiss, my heart sped up a little bit more than before. My mind started to lose focus and I forgot where I was. His lips fit perfectly in mine. I needed Harry more than anything right at this very moment. I wrapped my arms around his neck and then moved my hands up to his hair and tangled it between my fingers.

Harry then moved away, causing my lips to feel like they were suddenly lonely. He looked at me with sadness in his eyes, ‘’ Look Sienna, I heard what is wrong with you and I just wanted to let you know, I’m here for you every step of the way. I love you ‘’

I closed my eyes and looked down; I will miss him when I’m gone. I whispered back, ‘’ I love you too Harry Styles ‘’.