i can't lose her

i'm sorry mr styles

-Harry’s pov-

I left her in the morning, so I can go into town to buy her a necklace. Just a little reminder that she’s mine, and that my love is unconditional for her, and that she is my everything. I was thinking maybe an infinity sign or a love heart. I walked around for what seemed like forever until I walked into a small shop, and there it was, a perfect necklace. A necklace with a love heart and ‘H ‘inside.  I hope she likes this.

Hmm… I have had no text from Sienna all day. Maybe I should call her? I thought to myself. So I did. The phone rang a few times but no one answered. This isn’t like Sienna. Maybe something is wrong. So I decided to get on the next cab and drive to college to go see her. When I got out, I thanked the driver and decided to go to her dorm to see if she was there.

I ran up the long stairs until I finally reached room 25. I knocked a few times but no one answered, the door was unlocked so I decided just to go inside. I heard the water in the shower running but the door was slightly opened. Maybe I should just surprise her? I opened the door to a horrific seen.

There she was, my beautiful Sienna, lying motionlessly on the floor. Eyes shut. My worst fear sunk in. What if Sienna was actually… dead? What if last night, was the last few moments I’ll ever spend with Sienna again? I quickly called 911 and waited for them to arrive.

They arrived after about 10 minutes and carried her out to hospital. I rode in the back with her, not letting go of her hand, no matter what. I could feel panic starting to build inside me, what if Sienna never actually wakes up? No Harry, don’t think like that. Think positively. Ignore that thought. After what seemed like a car ride that lasted for months, we finally arrived at the hospital to where Sienna got carried out into the emergency room. I ran frantically after her but the doctors wouldn’t let me go into the emergency room with her.

So I went and found my spot in the waiting room. Waiting, and waiting. Frantically pacing up and down the room. Unsure of the outcome that I will soon find out. ‘Calm down Harry ‘I thought to myself. Sienna is a strong girl. I mean… she can make it out right? She isn’t weak. I believe in her.

Getting interrupted in my thoughts, I heard a doctor scream out ‘Siciliano? Sienna Siciliano? ‘I jumped up out of my seat way too fast, giving myself a little bit of a head spin. ‘’ and you are? ‘’ I heard him say. ‘’ I’m Harry Styles, her best friend, her boyfriend, her only family she has left. Her parents passed away a few years ago. Now please tell me, what’s wrong with her? Is she alright? ‘’. The doctor gave a look of filled with sorry, ‘’ I’m sorry Mr Styles, but we found a lump and it turns out to be cancer. Sienna has breast cancer. ‘’