i can't lose her

the question

-          3 days later –

I woke up to find Harry’s arms flung around my waist and his legs intertwined with mine. He was still asleep and he looked so peaceful, so happy, and so calm. He had a sort of innocence in his face and he looked like the dork of a best friend that hung out with me throughout all of my schooling years. He was my best friend Harry. He looked more beautiful than ever. The light reflected onto his skin perfectly, making it look like flawless. His fringe was out of his face, showing off the small pimples at the top of his forehead, which he chose to hide with his fringe. Every single imperfection showed, making them seem like perfections. The more I stared at him, the more I wanted him. The more I fell in love with him. He just laid there on the bed and he looked perfect.

He slowly started to awaken, ‘’ good morning baby ‘’ he said, kissing my shoulder lightly. ‘’ Good morning handsome ‘’ I said, leaning down and kissing his perfectly plump lips. It’s crazy how one small action like that, can send my heart racing into full speed, my mind losing all its thoughts, my body start to feel weak and my mouth automatically give off a natural smile.

‘’ So any plans for today? ‘’ I asked, not knowing what he had planned today. ‘’ Well baby… I did have an idea, but if you don’t want to, then that’s completely fine and we can put it off and do it some other time, I mean it’s completely up to you and whether or not you fe- ‘’ I cut him off by kissing him on the lips. ‘’ Harry, get to your point faster ‘’ I said. He looked at me nervously before looking down and biting his lip, ‘’ well baby, I was kind of hoping that maybe today… me and you could you know… get married? ‘’.

I looked up at him and started to giggle, surely he can’t be serious? Oh but he was. ‘’really? Harry I don’t even know of anyone that would attend the wedding, I mean… my mum and dad aren’t alive to see it, all my family lives in England or Australia, I have no siblings, all I have is you and Zayn, Liam, Louis and Niall. ‘’ I looked down at my hands and started playing with them. I mean, it kind of sucked not having your parents alive for one of the most special moments in your life like getting married or starting your family, but I guess god needed them more than I did and that’s how he intended on things to go and I can’t do anything about it.

Harry looked at me and realized I was in my own thoughts. ‘’ Baby, let’s face it. Sure we only have the guys with us, but they’re the only real family that we have. My mum and dad divorced when I was 7. My dad doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore, and mums too busy living in lala land with her new boyfriend. I haven’t heard from her in 2 years. So let’s face it, there might only be them four but they’re the only true family we have. Plus Louis would bring Eleanor, Liam would Danielle, Zayn would bring Perrie and Niall would bring his current fling, I think her name was Tiana. You love all of them. The 10 of us would spend the night together and they will celebrate the marriage of two people who love each other. ‘’

‘’ Fine, but I get to pick out my own wedding dress ‘’ I smirked. He smiled, ‘’ good because I already called them all and they should be here at about 3 o’clock. ‘’