Trigger Warning: Depression and Anxiety
Hello everyone. After taking a long, long break (way too long, honestly), a break my mind really needed, I've decided to continue writing the novel again.
I am undiagnosed, but I think I probably do have some form of depression.
At first, I tried to keep myself busy with writing to focus on something, anything, other than the anxiety that keeps eating away at me. But even that sometimes fails, and I end up spiraling even deeper into a dark place.
Lately, everything just feels grey.
I've said many times that I would try my best to continue, but every time I managed to write just a few chapters, my mind became unstable again, and I ended up unable to keep going.
I feel tired all the time, I start too many projects that I never finish, and my mind just won't stop .
Sometimes it's incredibly hard to think because of all the anxiety about what could happen, or what the worst case would be for every action I take. Even trying to communicate what's on my mind feels exhausting and has made me want to give up so many times.
I truly hope that all of my readers are in a better state of mind than I am right now, and that none of you ever have to go through what I'm experiencing.
Sorry for rambling about things that have nothing to do with you and were probably not of much interest.
I love every one of you who read, voted and added my novel to your collection — it truly means the world to me.
Here is a new chapter for you. I hope you all have a great day!
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