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Chapter 10

I nervously walked up to Sids door the nerves causing butterflies to fly around in my stomach. The cold weather made me just want to run into Sids house just to get away from the cold weather.

I took a deep breath before knocking on the door and then crossing my arms. Sids house was a two story house, however it was really big and beautiful.

"Hey come on in," Sid said smiling and opening the door wider for me to enter. He wore a pair of Nike sweatpants and a Canada hockey shirt. I took off my shoes by the door and looked around in awe at sids beautiful house.

"Want a tour?" Sid asked smiling.

"Sure," I said shrugging.

Sid led me through all the rooms in his house and showed me where everything was. Sid even told me some stories of growing up after he showed me a few pictures of him when he was a kid.

Sid and I sat on the couch the tv quietly playing in the background and I sat looking at the fire.

"Do you want hot chocolate?" Sid asked smiling.

"Sure!" I said smiling brightly. I absolutely loved hot chocolate. I have ever since I was a girl. My mom use to make peppermint hot chocolate every Christmas morning and it was always my favorite part of the whole day besides eating tons of food of course.

I followed Sid into the kitchen and sat at the bar stools at the island watching as he pulled to clean white mugs from the cabinet and began making the hot chocolate.

"Is 1% milk okay?" Sid asked pulling out a gallon of milk.

"Yup!" I said smiling. Sid then pulled out whip cream and sprayed some on top and topped one of the drinks with a crushed up Oreo.

"Here ya go my lady," Sid said handing my the warm mug as we both headed back into the living room sitting on the couch.

"Well thank you my good sir," I said giggling and taking a sip of the warm deliciousness.

"Thank you, it taste amazing," I said sweetly placing the cup on the glass coffee table.

"No problem," Sid said smiling.

We sat their sipping our hot chocolate quietly for a little bit, but then I could tell something was bothering Sid. I don't know if any of you guys have ever experienced that where you look at someone and you can tell something's troubling them.

"What?" Sid said chuckling as he caught me staring at him.

"What's wrong?" I questioned setting my drink on the coffee table and turning to face him.

"What do you mean?" he asked playing dumb, but looking into his big brown eyes I could tell something was bothering him and deep down in his eyes you could see hints of hurt and pain.

"I know something's wrong so spill," I said and Sid took a deep breath.

"I don't know how to do this I don't open up to people," Sid said standing up and ran sing a hand through his hair walking back in fourth in front of the fireplace.

"What's on your mind?" I asked simply.

"A few things," he said stopping and looking at me before walking again.

"Alright what are the few things?" I asked following him with my eyes as he walked back and fourth.

"I don't know. People expect so much from me and sometimes it's just so much fucking pressure," Sid said and I knew we would be here a while because things were about to get deep. I got up and walked over to Sid causing him to stop in his tracks. I didn't say anything I just grabbed his hand and walked him over to the couch and we both day down facing each other.