Chapter 29

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**Teals POV**

"Robert." His smile. His eyes. Him. "I .." I thought of everything that had happened in the last twenty four hours and just sighed. "I can't." His smile faded and the look on his face broke my heart. But he needs to realize my reason. "No. Robert. Before you say anything, let me explain." He just shook his head and looked down.

"You are the love of my life. It's not that I don't want to marry you. I do. I just can't. Its not the right time, yet. After everything that happened I need to be sure you will be there still. Not just because you finally have a reality check. Soon, you will have a child with me and you can't just leave both of us for your friends and expect to find us there when you decide to finally come home. This baby is coming and staying but so are those responsibilities. You have to also. Stay or go, Robert. But Im not marrying you until you're for sure about your answer."

For a long time he didn't say anything so I just turned to walk away. He let out a sigh and I turned my head to see him get up off of his knees and back on to his feet. He looked up at me and his face was trenched in tears.

"You're right. Im a jerk and an asshole. I should've stayed and kept you. Just slap me in the face. But I am trying here Teal!! I want to be with you forever!! Its been twenty four hours and I have only been reminded of the love me and you had!! I haven't lost it! I still get butterflies seeing you in my arms every morning!! No matter how early I leave and how late I come. YOU. YOU are the one on my mind every day, every minute, every hour, every second. Every breath I take I wish I could use it to remind you how much I love, care, need and want you. I don't do that often anymore and I am sorry. But I will. I will tell you every moment. I will protect you and this child and I will provide you with love and support through out the rest of our lives. I will put food on the table and get a real job. I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He put his hands up. "No." I was shocked. "I NEED to spend the rest of my life with you. This is none of the love crap you see in movies or read in books. This is me. Jocelyn, you took my breath away the moment I saw you. You made my heart skip a beat the moment you said hello. You took my heart the moment you kissed me. You still do. I love you. I need you. I will keep you. Forever. Just promise me, one day, you'll say yes."

The plead in his eyes made me want to tease him and say no but I have never seen him vulnerable and sincere. I could tell he was speaking from his heart because he was still crying. I wanted to lighten up the mood.

I walked towards him and grabbed his hands in mine. I looked in his eyes and smiled at him and he returned the favor. "I promise." I leaned in to kiss him before he could reply and he put his hand on my stomach.

"Hey baby. Im your dad. Make sure to whisper to mommy to marry me." I clenched. "What?"

"It kicked." As if in response to exactly what Robert said. "Feel."

We stood in complete silence as the baby kicked for its first time. It usually doesn't happen until a couple months in to pregnancy.. I need to see how far along I am. Because this isn't normal unless its early development.

The way his eyes lit up as he felt our baby kick.. it made me see he cared. I loved it.

I loved him.

****Eli's POV ****

We were about to set up our two nurseries. The boy and girl.

Tyler and Jacqueline.

My dad's middle name and Lucy's middle name. My mom didn't have a middle name so before we get all "Rude b-----" Just keep that in mind.

I got to set up the girl's nursery while Austin set up the boys and whoever paints the best one gets to hold the babies first.

Mine was going to pink, purple, and sparkles. She was going to have Christmas lights along the top of the ceiling and a pink wall mirror on the opposite side of the crib. On that side we are going to have a rocking chair with a footrest right next to a book shelf.

The book shelf is next to the shoe.shelf, next to the closet, and inside the closet will be her accessory cabinet. They're all black with glitter. We had an Eiffel Tower clock above the book shelf and a sign that said 'Jacqueline' in cursive and had birds around it.

Her dresser is purple with black inscriptions. Its about 3 foot high and it has a baby monitor, iPod dock/radio, a TV and a DVD player.

No she's not spoiled.

Baby monitor, obviously. iPod dock and radio for when she can't fall asleep and if she's anything like me she will fall asleep to soothing music, a TV for when she's a bit older and likes cartoons and a DVD player because I am forcing her to watch old movies when she's ten. And I just don't feel like buying all these when they're ten.

Tyler's room was (no surprise) black and red. He had a rocking chair in one corner of the room with the book shelf all the way on the other and the crib right next to the closet. On the right of the closet was a dresser with NOTHING SET UP. Even the batteries foe the baby monitor were on the floor. His shoe shelf was inside the closet and it looked stupid. I hated it. Im fixing it and in five months when the babies comes, im ready.

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