Does anyone know what it's like to be trapped when I mean trapped I don't mean like in a elevator or a locked room more on the lines of trapped in your own mind surrounded by your pain and misery with no means of stopping with the constant screaming and yelling deep in the compounds of your head with one part of your mind telling you the let me out on the other side is desperately screaming don't listen for these are your conscience the two things between right and wrong but what is right and wrong becomes entangled with one another
As this happens there's no stopping as the good and evil intertwines their selves to your subconscious straight to your brain such as an emotion like happiness slowly dwindles into madness and fear becomes anguish and your tears become hate these are the feelings of what is left that was a good man now slowly burns as the good dies nothing but hate is left when I mean hate I don't mean a particular type of hate more on the lines of hating your self if hating yourself more is possible
Maybe it's not just hate the shards of what happiness you had left festered into a vile creature that is man that man alone cannot achieve madness it's self alone maybe it's madness that finds man and turns him into something he truly hates maybe not I hate to himself entirely but I hate towards the thing that dwells within sight of him as your body ages your mind somehow stays the same how can this be you must ask yourself how can the body age but the mind doesn't
It's very simple unless you never had a body to begin with then your whole life was nothing but an illusion or maybe the illusion was reality all along
