End of Heartache, the Continued Case of.... (Sebastian x Reader)

Chapter 4

Readers POV

The feeling got stronger and I began frantically looking around. Sebastian was close by and I could sense it. I need him. I needed to be in his arms and hold him in mine. All I had to do was find him.

Suddenly my eyes landed upon his. I released a breath I hadn't realised I had been holding. He was here. Not thinking I just ran up to him and leapt into his arms. I cried into him and he hugged me back. Words didn't matter now all that matters is right now my lips joining with Sebastian.

The world finally made sense again. My world finally made sense again. He was here with me and not in some dream. The pace slowed dramatically as Sebastian lowered me to the ground. As soon as my feet touched the ground the kiss had ended.

I stared up at his face smiling, having no idea what I should say. "Hey....." I mumbled

"Hey....." He smiled back

"I love you and missed you more than anything" I blurted out

"I missed you so much, and every second my love grew more and more. I love you" He blurted out me kissing me once more.

I kissed back just enjoying the feeling of being with him again. I didn't care everyone was watching. I didn't care about the fact I just got soaked by a speeding car. I didn't care that I was crying. I just cared about one thing and one thing only : Sebastian.

"Let's go home" he smiled at me.

Entwining my fingers with his, I picked up my suitcase and followed him. At that moment I would have followed his to end of the earth, just as long as I could hold his hand.

Soon I found that Sebastian was opening a door for me and motioning for me to enter. I didn't want to let go of the comfort I had found in holding his hand but we were getting absolutely soaked outside. I made it into a room of some kinda and found furniture everywhere. There was a table with four chairs, a settee (sofa) and what I soon found out where called armchairs all in the same room. Sebastian put my suitcase down and guided me through into his room.

"Here. Change into these. There dry and I know how much you used to love wearing my clothes" He smiled at me.

"Thanks. Your clothes always did look better on me anyway" I smiled back

"That I can admit to being true." He said handing me a fluffy white towel and kissing me on my forehead.

He then took some clothes and towel of his own and began to leave the room. "You can get changed in hear, then if you want meet me in the living room......the first room you saw as you came in" He told me.

"Thanks. I'll see you shortly" I told him as I watched him shut the door, my heart suddenly sinking.

I already ached to be near him. So quickly I peeled off my soaking clothes and patted dry my skin. Wrapping my hair in towel I quickly pulled Sebastian's T-Shirt over my body. His scent quickly encased me. I stood there wrapping my arms around myself hugging the scent closer to me. Breathing deeply I once again committed this smell to memory. It was amazing how little it had changed. Pulling on a pair of his underwear I padded into that room only to see Sebastian sitting on the sofa.

He jumped up as he saw me approaching. I did a little twirl in his clothes as a joke "Beautiful as I remember" He breathed.

I couldn't hold back anymore. I jumped into his arms hugging him close. Inhaling his scent once more I felt him fall into the sofa still clutching onto me as if I was the rarest gem in the whole universe. I never wanted to let go. I had over 120 years of lost time to make up for and I didn't want to be without him for a single second longer. "I love you." I whispered into his ear "So much....and I'm so sorry"

He moved his arms away from round my back so he could pull me so I was face to face with him "There is nothing to be sorry for kitten. You did what your heart told you to do....I've had a lot of time to think about it and I realised I would have done the same to protect you because I love you with every fibre in my being. My only anger is you were gone for so long."

"I never intended to be gone that long. I was only going to go get answers but that turned out to be harder than I thought.....you see the spirits were angry at me for massacring every member of my village, so when I asked them for help they decided I needed to be punished for my sins first. It took then a week to decide upon my punishment. For every member of my village that I killed I would have to watch you die that many times. For example if I was only responsible for the deaths of 3 people I would have to watch you die 9 times, but as I was responsible for deaths of almost 800 people.....I had to watch you die over 8,000 times." I said beginning to cry.
"I had to sit there while the spirits plastered my mind with images of you dying over and over and over again. But as an apology for ignoring my desperate cries for help while i was a child they granted me a few hours every Sunday where they would allow me to see you once more. That's what got me through the endless years of torture. The thought that one day I would see your face smiling at me once more. That one day I would feel the cool taste of your lips against mine. That one day I would feel the uncanny warmth of your skin as I hugged you close. The feel of your clammy fingers where I gripped your hand to tight for too long. The feel of your hair through my fingers" I said combing his fringe through my fingers "To see the famous Sebastian smirk once more. To hear his laugh and the voice that makes me weak at the knees. Just the mere thought of being able to gaze into your loved filled crimson eyes once more was enough for me.......Eventually I got through the other side. I had completed my punishment and I got the answers I needed. But now seeing you again. I realised my love has also grown deeper and Stronger than ever. For I know we're not promised tomorrow together. Every second is precious and should be treasured. Nothing taken for granted. Because now I love you like every second could be our last. I love you like any minute now I could lose you. So when I say I love you, I mean I really love you and could stop even if I wanted to."

Sebastian just wiped away my tears and gently lowered his lips down on mine. He kissed my softly and passionately. I melted into his lap tasting his sweet kisses once more. "My love is an eternal flame. It burns only for you, now and forever" He told me.

That night we just laid together on his sofa curled up in each others arms. Neither one wanting to let the other go even for a split second. It was perfect and for the first time in 128 years where nightmares didn't not break my sleep. It was the first night I slept soundly, and it was all thanks to Sebastian.