End of Heartache, the Continued Case of.... (Sebastian x Reader)

Chapter 8

Readers POV:

"I....I Love you. More than Words can express" I whispered.

Our lips connected and my world came crashing back into place. I couldn't believe that even after everything I just told him he still wanted to be with me. He still wanted me as much as I wanted him. He needed me as much as I needed him. Our lips parted and I smiled up at him.

"Our baby would have been beautiful. Just like you" He whispered.

I leaned my forehead to touch his. "She was. I felt so bad for leaving when I found out. I almost gave up and decided to come back. But then I got sick. Really sick. I thought i was going to die and the one thought going through my head was how much i wanted.....I wanted to..."

Something stirred up inside me and I couldn't help myself. I flung myself onto him. Wrapping my arms round his neck I crashed my lips into his. I needed him. Kissing him felt so natural, like I'd been doing it all my life.

I crawled into his lap as he pulled me closer than I thought we could ever get. Yet I still needed to be closer. I pulled him so close not even air could get between us. Tugging gently on his hair I deepened the kiss by nibbling along his bottom lip. I was rewarded with a sound I never thought I would ever here again, let along be the cause of. I felt his tongue explore every inch of my mouth. I felt his hands trail down over the jumper I was wearing, sending tingles all through my body. I shivered in anticipation. I gasped into the kiss as I felt his hands cup my bum and pull me up even closer to him. It was then I began to run my hand down his chest. I reached the bottom of his shirt and slowly pulled it up over his head. We stopped to gaze into each other's eyes. Looking into his eyes I saw no lust, nor passion, but instead a mixture of pure longing and love. Longing like I've never seen before in any eyes. Longing I felt just as strongly as he. I needed to touch him, feel him, be near him but right not I just wanted to savour this moment. Gazing into his beautiful eyes.

Taking one last look I lent forward and placed a long sweet kiss on his lips. He kissed me back deepening it, not filling with passion but deepening the love and connection we were developing. I felt his fingers grip the edge of the jumper and pull it over my head. I saw his eyes widen when he noticed I had nothing on underneath. Smiling he just leant up to kiss me once more. He pulled me close and held me by the hips. My skin tingled in response to his touch. His fingers tickled my skin, sliding up and down from hips to my shoulders. It felt like he was touching every inch of every nerve in my entire body. I ached for his touch.  Moaning into his mouth I nipped his lower lip. He didn't disappoint, I felt the cool touch of his fingers as they grazed over my aching chest. I leaned into his hands, wishing for more. I felt his lips leave mine and began peppering down my jaw, neck and collarbone. I moaned as the pleasure vibrated through my body leaving me breathless for more.

My fingers trailed down his skin and I felt his chest tense under my touch. My fingers traced patterns along his skin as his hands massaged my chest and his lips nibbled along my skin. Every sense in my body was going into overdrive. Suddenly he picked me up, wrapping my legs round his waist he supported me by grabbing my thighs, his lips never left my skin. I giggled giddy with excitement. He carried me into his room and laid me down on his bed. He climbed over me being careful to support himself so he wasn't pushing any of his weight onto me. His kisses then continued peppering my neck, trailing down. His kisses were addictive and they were moving south. My whole body quivered in anticipation. is lips sucked gently upon my chest, sending fireworks shooting through my body. I had forgotten just how amazing Sebastian cold make me feel.The sweet torture of his kisses trailed even further south as his fingertips trailed up and down my thighs.

Soon he was pulling down the fabric of my trousers, revealing my bare skin underneath. His lips kissed and his teeth grazed along my legs, all the way from feet to my heat. Once again my body quivered in anticipation. The present tingling in between my legs grew exponentially as Sebastian placed his skilled lips down there. My whole body arched and I moaned uncontrollably as the pleasure vibrated through me. I was surprised I hadn't already lost it to the immense feeling my body was experiencing. 128 years away from him had me pining for more. However my undoing came when Sebastian's teeth lightly grazed over my most sensitive part. I called out his name grabbing fistfuls of his hair.

I lay there panting as Sebastian kissed his way back up my chest, neck, jaw until finally he reached my lips. Wrapping my arms round his neck I pulled him closer to me. As he fell onto me I felt something familiar poke into my abdomen. I smiled into the kiss. It was amazing to know I still had that effect on him, when he clearly still had it on me. Carefully I rolled him over so I was supporting my weight over him. I looked down at him smiling before beginning my assault. I kissed every inch of his chest while my hands fumbled with his belt. Successful in removing it, I began to gently tug down his trousers and pants, leaving him naked in front of me. I paused for a moment just to take in the sight of him. He was ridiculously attractive and for a moment I wondered how I could have left him for all those years.

I snapped out of my trace and began crawling back over him, making sure a part of body was always lightly skimming his hardening member. He made that cute little whine he makes when he wants me to do more. Smiling I just leant up to kiss him, sliding my hand down to grip him gently. I felt him stiffen and heard him hiss slightly as I moved my hand up and down, in a slow sensual rhythm. His moans increased in volume the more my hand moved. His whole body began to tense and I knew he would go soon. Before I knew it though he had flipped us over and was smirking down at me. He began moving his hips causing his member to brush against my core. I moved my hips up to tease him. The need between us grew exponentially.

"Are you ready my kitten?" He whispered into my ears

"Yes. I've waited so long for this moment. Please" I begged

He didn't need asking twice. He gripped my lips in a sweet passionate kiss as I felt him slide into me. We both moaned into each others mouths. I forgot how good he felt. Panting he pushed harder into me. It wasn't rushed but rather a slow sweet sensual pace. If I had to put a phrase to it, we made love, not had sex, and it was amazing. My whole body was melting under the feeling I was experiencing. I knew I was going to have to let go soon and I knew Sebastian was close too.  I pulled his face to mine, looking square into his eyes I whispered three words as we drove each other over the edge "I Love You"