I miss you so much
But I can't tell you that
You moved on long ago
You fell for her
I miss your skin
I miss the lunches on the balcony
Me sitting in your lap
After school for hours never wanting to leave each other's arms
The only studying we did during those hours were each other's eyes
That one night that still sticks with me forever
You on the floor while my hair was being done
When we tried to catch the popcorn being throw back and forth
The dance, how beautiful you were that night
The kiss that left me craving more and more
That night as I pulled out bobby pins one by one as you laughed
The kiss before we fell asleep...
The next day I never got a kiss goodbye
Months after still finding popcorn on my floor, praying it was the last one... It never was
Then I found you with her
The girl who I knew years ago was trouble
You fell for her of course
Eventually I won you over but you never stayed
Alway chasing after what I couldn't give
Then you fell for HER
The end of the line for me
The one who made sure I felt every single hit
It was over for us but I will never forget you
That blue lace shirt that was your favorite of mine lying on my dresser never to be worn again
The bracelet that once held your heart still resting in my jewelry box
The bear you gave me still next to my bed
All the memories of us haunt me at night as I wander the house
Not just the house
Every turn in that damn school holds a memory
When I glance at my hip I see the scar I left in your memory
The biggest one I have is in your name
Just so I remember how much I loved the pain of your love
I will always be haunted by your love but I'm okay with that
Because your ghost is all I have left of you
And I will take that over having nothing
