It's funny how love works
I still think I belong with you
I still believe you're the one
I can't tell anyone I still am in love after all of this
They'll think I've lost it
I haven't even seen you in months
Do you even go to school here anymore?
I still want to hold your hand
Spin around in your arms
Kiss your lips
Hear your voice...
I know this is wrong
But I don't know if I care
Maybe this is just a phase
This feeling of wanting you
Maybe I've really lost it
You probably still hate my guts
You probably don't even think of me
That song isn't about me is it?
I wish it was
I wish I knew the truth about you
I wish I could start this over
Would I even say hello?
Or would I keep my distance
Knowing what happens if I do
I wish you could see me now
How well I'm doing in my life
Even though I'm just as depressed
I'm going to graduate and I have some hope
There is so much to say
But would you even listen?
My counselor tells me I'm insane for wanting you again
She says that you're abusive and that you are doing this on purpose
I don't care at this point
I just miss you
I guess if there was one thing I could tell you it would be
That I love you and through all this pain I still will forever
You changed my life and I thank you for that
I hope you find the strength to move on
Knowing I will never find it myself
Be strong and don't give up
You deserve much more then this
Then me
I hope you find who you are looking for
<3
