Your name got brought up
You messaged him
I clenched my fists when I heard it
They looked at me
All knowing I would be mad
I bit my lip and faked a smile
Said its okay.
I was ready to scream
But I fought the urge
You had to text him
He had to say your name
I pinched my leg
Grabbed my phone
Wanting the silver piece hidden in the case
I closed my eyes and said no
I was not going to hurt myself over you again
Enough blood has been wasted because of you
I smiled again as we got up to leave
And I told myself to forget you
So I did
