You don't understand
At least I don't think you do
You say you're my best friend
But never seem to talk to me
I understand
You're busy living the high life
And you've moved onto some other girl
But I still love you
I'm not one to chase someone after I know for sure they moved on
But damn I can't get through a day with out you popping into my head
Maybe it's just Mary taking over
You always did like her
Because she made me confident
And you seemed to love that
This other guy? I was just trying to get you jealous
I don't think it worked
I sometimes mistake him for you and almost say something stupid
I wish we at least messaged each other
So I can rant to you
Knowing you would turn me into a mess of giggles by the end of it
I still text you
Hoping you'll see it and text back
You never seem too though...
It breaks my heart as I sit here
Blaring the songs you've sent me over the years
"It's times like these"
Is it?
Cause right now I'm dying for just a message saying goodnight or sorry I'm busy
Just something
I hate it when I sit logged into my Xbox account for hours
And every sound of someone going online
I jump at hoping its you
Maybe you'll see I'm online and call me
No
You never do
I must seem out of my mind
But you reached that conclusion years ago
"I don't dance"
I don't either but there I was still there in your arms
That time when we were in class and the sub told us to stop holding hands
When I had asked you to help me zip my binder
I didn't need help I just wanted you to look at me
We looked up at each other and protested
"If you say you're going to leave for brighter days"
I cringe at this one
Did you leave me for something better?
I can't stand to hear that
I always thought we would last
The nights we wasted just talking about our dream house
I could picture it with every detail
What about
Michael?
Skylar?
"I saw goodbye in her eyes"
I ended things thinking it would help you
I didn't want to waste your time
I wasn't as strong as you
I cared about everything too much so I let go
"And it was all alright, now it's all all wrong"
These lyrics...
These are the ones that crush me
They explain this so well
It is all wrong
It really is...
