Should I just wait?
Should I just let you say it first?
What do I do?
I want us so badly
But only if you want it too
If I am not "The one"
Then just tell me please
We can forget about this and I will learn
Learn to hold my tongue
Learn to move on
Learn to see you as just my friend
And nothing more
You just need to say it
I'll hold my breath
And fight back tears but I do not care about my happiness
Yours comes first
Best friends will do that for each other
I will no longer spend my time focused on you
I will wait for another if that is your wish
There's bound to be someone who with hold me in their arms
At 3 in the morning when my heart is breaking
And my pillow is stained with tears
When I just want to give up
When I want to go home though "home" doesn't exist
Maybe we can make a home
My home could be your arms
My pillow would be your chest
And my heart will be healing
You'll say "I love you"
And I will fight this war knowing you have my back
I won't give up
Maybe it's all possible with you...
Maybe we can make it work
We can have a beautiful wedding
Our family's will be there
We'll fall asleep that night under the stars
We'll wake up and smile knowing it wasn't just a dream
Build that house we've dreamt about for so long
Have those two beautiful children
Tell them we met so young and how we beat the world
We'll have a few drinks when things get rough
We'll fight and scream
But then make up like we always do...
We'll grow old and laugh knowing we beat the odds
We did it...
Maybe that'll be us!
Then again maybe it won't
Thats up to you
