I Wanna Fly

I'm yours

Mila's POV
The next day at Vidcon was amazing! First I hosted a Q&A with my favorite Brits Dan and Phil on the main stage in which they hugged and the crowd went to crazy I had a headache for two hours after that. Next, I had a panel on what it's like to be a teenager and a YouTuber. Surprisingly Trevor was not in this panel, but Sam was. There was also Lohanthony, Juke Korns, Lia Marie Johnson, Nash Grier, and Hayes Grier. The two MagCon boys were the main attraction which I wasn't surprised about. They're both really sweet honestly. To end the day off, I had my meet up. The fans were so adorable! We all were able to laugh and hug and so funny poses and just talk for a while. I got some sincere comments that made me so happy. Some people telling me Miranda and I saved them, helped them gain confidence, and so many other things that just made me realize all the work I do is totally worth it. Once I'm done with my meet and greet, I head up to my room with Miranda.
"Okay so tonight is the biggest of all the parties there will be so we have to make it epic," says Miranda entering the room.
"Why are you so determined to make every party the best one?" I ask her.
"Because you know I love to party!" Says Miranda dancing around the room. I laugh at her stupidity as she embarrasses herself.
"Fine," I say, "but this is the last party. After this I'm done," I say. Miranda walks into the bathroom rolling her eyes. I love parties but four days in a row is a little excessive. I hear a knock on the door. I look through the key hole to see who it is.
"House keeping," says a little voice. I can't see anyone, so I open the door. The second I do, I'm knocked to the floor after being tackled. I hear laughter and look up at my attacker.
"Jack!" I exclaim trying to breathe. He gets up and starts cackling.
"You should've seen the look on your face!" he says. I stand up and hug him. Jack Gilinsky. While dating Trevor, he made me get a vine and I started watching Jack and Jack constantly. The two of them were so funny. So, I met him last year at VidCon and now we are basically best friends.
"Where's Johnson?" I ask.
"He's on his way up. You both going to the party?" he asks.
"Yeah Miranda's just in the bathroom."
"Awesome," he says sitting down on my bed. Just as I'm about to close the door, Johnson walks in. Well they're both named Jack but I just call one Jack by his last name and not the other to sort it out.
"Think you were going to party without me?" he asks. I give him a big hug and then Miranda walks out of the bathroom.
"Johnson!" she exclaims basically tackling him in a hug. If any two people on this earth were identical it was those two. They have the same opinions, same overall looks, same everything. "Jack!" she yells running over to the other Jack. We all are about to walk down to the party when I hear Miranda exclaim something.
"What's wrong?" I ask her.
"I can't find my purse anywhere. Any idea where it could be I haven't seen it all day?" she asks looking around the room furiously.
"Did you bring it to the party last night?" asks Jack.
"I thought so," she says.
"The roof!" I say.
"Oh my god you're right I must've set it down up there!" she says.
"Don't worry I'll grab it. You guys walk down," I say leaving.
"Thanks babe!" says Miranda.
"Thanks babe," says Jack mocking her. "Shut the fuck up," I say and close the door. I walk up to the familiar hallway with the familiar doorway and the familiar old ladder. I hear a slight noise coming from the top that isn't usually there. It's also open. Who would be out here when the party has already started? I start listening and I hear 'I'm yours' by Jason Mraz. I slightly poke my head up because since it's dark they most likely won't see me. I look up and see Trevor dancing with Autumn. I cover my mouth so I don't sob. They're slow dancing to a cute song. I can't help but think that should be me. I start to get furious at both of them. How dare they do this to me. I jump down the ladder and run through the hall with tears streaming down my face. I sprint down the stairs to the party. The first thing I see is a table filled with Jell-O shots. I run and immediately take three in a row. There's nothing I want more than that image out of my head. I feel someone grab onto my arm.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" asks Jack. My drunk self taking over, I kiss him.